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i was here for five minutes before i got just incredibly steamed over bullshit discourse i love this asshole website 

ive exchautsted the limit of my twitter whining but i have definitely not called myself a fucking . useless mistake enough 

better cut me out yr life too , everyone cause im not worth shit

vccconstantly seeing someone who cut u out of their life wtithout any preamble is like , man it really hurts huh

wish i cld stop conflating people not talking to me with people wishing i was dead but what can i say its a personality flaw

like i dont have the heart to tell her everyones sick of me yikes

me: i feel really bad a lot and i cant really reach out well but people will know im feeling bad cause ill say something on my blog but starting a direct conversation is. makes me anxiety throw up therapist: thats good that youre still giving them the chance to reach out im sure theres people who really want to help .. people care about u :) me: *throwing up and setting a knife to my throat aftr hours of shouting into a void* haha yeah

wish i was dead real bad but im not even real

if i try to kill myserlf again all my friends will be sick of me and drop me so i have to really ddo it right this time