A Masterpiece

Powerful enough to drown you..

Soft enough to cleanse you..

Deep enough to save you..

Where will you grow?

In a world so broken

In a heart so cold?

Flower child, flower child

So innocent and sweet

The world is not like you

The people, an angry fleet

Hurt people, hurt people

It has been said

So flower girl, flower girl

Just hide in your bed

Under the covers, on a pillow so soft

Away from the bad guys that hide in the loft

Dont look in the mirror

A reflection

Of something ugly

Youll see

Until you are ready

To face that truth.

Flower girl

Flower girl

Drove to the sea

Cut my hair and

Threw out my old clothes..

Maybe i can erase the pain

And forget

Maybe

I can try to start again

I have no choice

I try to answer honestly

But now i can't fake

It

No

Yes it seeps slowly through my veins

The chill i feel causing my mind to blank

And race at the speed of light..

Staring into space

Time has no meaning

One moment im here

And the next im

Five years into the past

Reliving the same

Damn

Thing

To be here for me

To love me

To care for me

To even pretend

That youre okay

Enough to have

A simple

Conversation

So for now

I have to bid

You

Yes it shows

You don't actually want me

Just what my body can provide

And cater to yours

To curb the loneliness you feel

In the middle of the night..

You dont want my love

Just when it

Benefits you..

I am not your plaything

Where you can pick me up

One minute

Then toss me under your bed

Forever forgotten..

Brighter than the stars that

Dot the night line

And make me wish for you..

Do you think of what couldve been?

Your arms around me, hard to pretend..

I can't even cry myself to sleep

What's happening

The pressures rising in my chest

I feel defeat..

About the state of your mind

How long until you break

And forget to realize

That you needed a godly hand

And you have it

So why wont you take it?

Start over

And

Let the old shit go

I need to free my spirit

Stop reliving past traumas

And giving myself a limit

I need to free my heart

Stop giving it out so easily

But still loving with an open heart

My dreams are bigger

Than my fears

My inner being cries out for

A light

A way

A determination

For better

How do you fix what's broken..

If you just cut yourself on the glass?

There is a way

There is a light

But for now

My heart over flows

My soul awakens

My body now knows

Dont break inside

Learning to not apologize

For feeling..

That a broken heart

So many times stepped on

Learns to beat of its own volition..

Then you would believe me

When i told you