✧ Perfect timing! I was just heading out to find you. How about we spar a bit? ✧
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زہونےا ⟡ zo ⟡ 18+ ⟡ she / her ⟡ girl boss extraordinaire ⟡ avoidant final boss
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after phainon takes on his spectral form in in absentia you learn that he cums ectoplasm together. you think you should be more ashamed that you're fucking phainon for the first time when he's like this, a mere outline at the edge of your vision, a mirage that flickers out when you try to focus.
but titans, can you feel him.
he's draped over you, rutting frantically against your hip. you can see the way your pajama shorts wrinkle with each thrust, the way it catches against the outline of something, pressing soft against your flesh. there's goosebumps pricking down your arms—despite the heat sparking in you, phainon's cold, the strange weight of him like a blanket of fresh snow.
it's worth it.
you shift, hungry for more, and he settles between your thighs, the thick head of his cock catching against the slight dip of your cunt. he ruts up again, pressing just hard enough to start to spread you open, even through the fabric. you hiss out a breath and jolt when it's swallowed down by the afterimage of lips against yours, a cool tongue dipping into your mouth.
phainon kisses you with an eagerness that makes your face heat. he wants, you think, and you're not sure you remember him wanting before. it was always what was best for others—for you. as if he'd put away his own desires, locked them tight into a space behind his ribs.
you turn your head, chest heaving. you get an nip on the jaw for it, but you scowl at him. (you think.)
"one of us has to breathe," you tell him.
he doesn't seem bothered by your reprimand; there's frost dragging down your neck. you part your lips, but he rolls his hips again, spreading your legs further around the bulk of him.
when you glance down, there's a wet spot near the waistline of your shorts. it grows bigger as phainon thrusts against, the fabric darkening.
you shove at phainon as best you can—hitting thin air at least twice—and his weight lifts, somehow coming across as reluctant.
you sit up. your bed is dipping at your feet; he's kneeling, he's waiting for permission. but you're focused on the little gleaming bead of fluid that's starting to drip down, barely outlining the head of his cock.
you reach forward without thinking, dragging your fingertips across it.
it's thicker than pre, you think. you can't quite make sense of it.
you pop your fingers into your mouth.
you don't even have time to process the feel of it before phainon's weight is on you again. you yelp as you hit your mattress, pinned beneath him, his hands desperate, sinking into the plush of you.
he licks into your mouth as he presses you down. you can feel the heft of his cock; he ruts against you as if he needs it. needs you.
he palms your tit, skimming over your nipple. the sensation is blunted by your shirt, but it's still a flint-strike thing, just enough to start to catch.
he thrusts against you hard; eager. you cant your hips to meet him. you move with him as best you can. heat starts to curl up your spine, sparks to kindling.
you pant into his mouth as he bears down on you. your underwear is sticking to you, the wet fabric clinging to your cunt.
phainon ruts against you faster, almost desperate. you can't match him. you give in, spreading your legs wider to give him more space. his cock finds the seam of your cunt even through your shorts, pressing it apart just enough to make you want more, more, more.
"phainon," you gasp, trying to buck into him.
he jerks against you.
the chill registers first. the damp comes next. his weight settles heavy on you, but only for a moment. he rolls off when you bat at him, though he stays close, the soft cold of him radiating against your side.
you sit up and slip a hand down. his cum is thick, the texture strange, almost goo-like. it webs between your fingers, glimmers oddly. it starts to roll down your fingers, honey-slow. you spread them to watch the strings of it snap.
the rest of it is starting to soak through your shorts. you shiver as it does, glancing down.
your shorts are a mess.
"that better not stain," you grumble.
a hand grabs your ankle. before you can protest, you're flat on your back again.
a cool mouth settles against the curve of your thigh, sucking gently. it almost feels repentant.
phainon noses his way up to the warmth between your legs. a promise of making it up to you.
consensual but not safe or sane is how i would describe most of my writing actually 😭😭 though maybe one day i will be silly and try my hand at exmaster!qifrey and brimmedhat!apprentice noncon... 🫠
here are my long term, long distance, low commitment, casual tags <3 @zozo-01 @meltedcoco @mewn1verse @yinyuedijun @kominigiru @assmaster-6000 @nazberry-icecream
considering i was thinking about officenon where ms. zo set phai (who is deeply in love with her) on a date with her best friend... yea they ate that dumb djwkkejfkeow
tagging: @gingerbreadmonsters, @halscafe, @ejunkiet, @pearl-kite and @taelonsamada !!
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Miss Zozo.....What did you do to get banned from making a sec google account😧😧 WE NEED A STORY TIME
(Also i started writing WHA for the first time......HOPEFULLY I CAN GET THE CHARACTERIZATION TO THE T & NOT CRASH OUT DURING THE EDITING)
OMG YAYAYAYYY ANON!!!! IM SO EXCITED TO SEE YOU WRITE FOR WHA!!!! whenever you have it posted, please please please send it over to me!!! i can't confirm that i'll get to it right away BUT I WILL TRY ;U;
OKAY STORY TIME!!! its actually not that interesting but back in the very early 2010s, there was a blog space on google called google plus!! i remember it being a mix of tumblr and Pinterest and i really wanted to be apart of it. however it was age restricted to 13 and up and my current google account (set up by papa zo) had my actual age and not some backdated one. we (me and my cousin) couldn't change my age on my main acc without my dad knowing, so we tried to make a second account, under my name and everything. i don't remember how it happened but it ended up with the second account being banned and my main being locked. thankfully we got it back. but never again.
HELLO ZOZY!! i'm finally here with a brief (as brief as i could make it) summary of my hsr!sona's lore that i forgot to actually send in AKAKAKA. holy yapperoni im sorry SOBSOB. i wish there was utc in inboxes,,,,
so as shortly as i can put it; aelia's lore begins on her home planet. it was rich in rare materials, and her people were talented artisans. the ipc had occupied her home a few years before she was born in order to covet said materials and their land, so she essentially grew up under ipc occupational rule. the ipc would burn villages and mines (where the planet's main resources were produced) to the ground—whenever and wherever they deemed fit—if it meant seizing control of aelia's people, as well as securing said resources for the corporation's own gains.
the main incident that sparked her spiral into madness was the death of her little sister (who was only 6yrs old at the time) when aelia was just 10 years old in an incident involving one of the ipc's mining operations, and then the burning of her grandmother's (who she lived with) workshop as well as the mountain village she resided in at age 18.
enraged at the elder's lack of response towards her home world's situation as a result of their pacifist beliefs, she decided to take matters into her own hands using the forbidden arts of her people.
but in a final, desperate, and dire struggle against the ipc, the war she waged against them in order to prevent them from continuing to steal their resources and land resulted in the unintentional nuking of her own beloved planet.
absolutely devasted by her own actions—unforseen or not—the years following the aftermath involve her essentially going on an ipc manhunt, fueled solely by rage and spite. she's then found by the astral espress after a mission-gone-wrong and agreed to stay with them until she finds a purpose again.
where phainon (and thus, phaelia) come in:
filled with silent rage and guilt so heavy it constantly threatens to crush her entirely, travelling across the galaxy with the express crew and then landing on amphoreus and meeting the chrysos heirs (specifically phainon) teaches her a lot about tempering her anger. by the end of amph's events, she's resolved to using the dying arts of her home world to speed up amphoreus' realisation.
if she couldn't save her home planet, then she'd do everything she can to help bring phainon's back. that's when she leaves the astral express. hopping across different planets to spread murals of phainon and the story of the chryshrs, aelia often rains down a flurry of sketches and paintings in large cities to hopefully catch the attention of that planet's citizens.
tldr: phainon helps her understand that while rage is ugly and painful and bitter, it also can stem from a deep, profound love of your home and family. that it can be used as fuel to drive you forward. as long as your will never wavers, you can chanel this fury into something that will leave embers of hope amongst the destruction's ashes.
and in terms of aelia's influence on phainon... she hopefully helps him understand that same concept as he grows to understand her better—that destruction born from love is still love, no matter how twisted or ugly it may be. if he can find beauty and understanding in her, then that must mean he isn't someone so unworthy and love and kindness as much as he tries to force himself into believing otherwise. because he sees aelia as human, that must mean he is still human, too.
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. how have your corporate ventures been lately?? i'm still catching up on your feed >:3 officenon working overtime with u and then being ur weighted blanket,,, YESSIRRR!!
HI TENNYYYY!!!!! im so sorry this took me a bit to answer, i wanted to sit down and properly read and react to everything heheheh THIS IS A SAFE SPACE FOR MY FELLOW YAPPERS!!!!
first of all, i'm holding aelia sososo near and dear to my heart. i am such a sucker for characters whose past involved the IPC in some way shape or form. i will forever throw hands with the IPC!!! NOOOOO NOT THEM EXPLOITING HER PLANET FOR THEIR RESOURCES!!!! AND THE VILLAGE BURNING??? im fighting them myself BAP BAP!!!!!
STOP NOT HER LITTLE SISTER!!!! as an older sister myself, if i lost any of my sisters like that, i would go so insane. i don't even blame her for going crazy because i am right there with her!!!! AND HER GRANDMOTHER TOO????? BRO PLEASE LET HER GET UP!!!!! she was so young for both of their deaths too....
YEAAAAA LETS GO I LOVE A REVOLUTION- oh. what do you mean her planet got blown up. HUH???????? I AM AGAIN SUPPORTING HER DECISION TO HURT ALL OF THE IPC!!!! does she ever have a run in with boothill?? considering that he is also on a similar hunt as the ipc?? I'M SO HAPPY SHE FINDS TO EXPRESS AFTER!!!!
OMG ITS PHAELIA TIME EVERYONE SIT DOWN!!!!
wait shut the fuck up my favourite emotional arcs will always involve characters learning how to deal/live with their anger ;u; and to think that phainon helped her on her journey when he also has his own rage to work through ;u; i am holding them both very near and dear to my chest i love them sososo much!!! AND HOW SHE IS SO DEDICATED TO SAVE AMPHOREUS BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T SAVE HER HOME
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING YOUR AELIA (now my aelia) WITH ME!!!!!! I LOVE YOU AND I MISSED YOU TOO!!!! my corporate ventures have been very up and down but you are correct!! officenon is indeed working overtime alongside me because i need company... sniffles and sobs can someone please send him over to me plz plz plz BUT HOW HAVE YOU BEEN!!!!! I HOPE YOUR IRL IS GOING WELL FOR YOU!!!!
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GUYS THE UNIVERSE REJOICES THE CANES HAVE WON THE CUP!!!!!
okay in all serious, the canes have been the team i've rooted most to win out of the east, so seeing them actually win makes me sososo happy ahhhhhhhhh
I know you dont play IF as much as before, but if i can have one rec for you. Its A Tale of Crowns, idk if you heard it but imo its a popular one and holy shit. I love that IF so much that I've been consistently following it since 2023? Its been 3 years and truly such a work of art🤍 all the Lls, are chef kiss. You would have such a treat reading it if you like high fantasy romance game.
Blood Moon have been on my radar for completed Ifs, Sergei you say 👁 I've been wanting to read more completed Ifs, so i may pick this one up hihi
IVE SEEN IT AROUND ON MY DASH!!!!! it looks sososo good and i've always wanted to play it, but i fear i never had the time to dedicate so that i may enjoy the game in full... however anon you might be the person to push me over hehehehehe
BLOOD MOON IS SOSOSO GOOD!!! you may not be aware, but i had a huge vamp and werewolf phase so blood moon was right up my alley. how about we make a deal: i play tale of crowns if you play blood moon hehehehe
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THE DELIVERER | DELIVERANCE
Their hopes have been forged into the hopes of many others. Were the circumstances any different, I would've made the same choice nonetheless.
— Kevin Kaslana; Hero's Memory 3: Crimson Ice