ZombieZBalls

“I agree.”

Two words that in other situation wouldn’t have mattered much. But here and now they meant everything. She shifted in her seat, trying to find the correct words for such a delicate situation. She opened her mouth but in this moment words escaped her, it’d open then close against before pressing into a line.

“Maybe I read too far into what you said.” He wiped his palms against his thighs, obviously sweating from nervousness, this took a lot of courage after all. “I’m sorry.” He said standing and tugging his jeans up a bit before shoving his hands into the pockets, “Maybe let's not mention this to the others, you know how they like to talk.” He said flashing a quick grin, all of that was meant to lighten the mood, no, it was to make himself feel better. 

He took three steps before she finally spoke, “Sit.” She said evenly without looking up to him. His movements stuttered for a moment, unsure of if he’d actually heard her or not before he moved to take his previous spot on the couch across from her. She interrupted his movements yet again, “Not there.” She said before motioning to the spot in front of her, the floor. “Sit and face forward.” She said calmly as she looked up to him, strength behind her eyes but also a sense of softness. He did as he was asked, he said between her spread legs with his back pressed against the front of her chair, he legs on either side of him and barely visible from his peripherals. He shifted a bit before settling, he hands slowly snaked into his hair, her right hand running up the center, he visibly relaxed from her movements, his shoulders fell and a sigh escaped his mouth. She hummed in response to his comfort, one of her thumbs getting working to rub circles against his scalp, “Not today, not based on some words I said while I was high on adrenaline.” She said and twisted a strand of hair around her fingers before letting it fall back into its previous position, “I’m not saying never, I’m just not going to rush into a relationship like this.” Said trying to ease the tension that she’d accidentally created in his shoulders. “I have much to learn about you and you have a lot to learn about me.” She said calmly as she continued with his hair.

“So I didn’t make the wrong decision coming in here tonight?” He asked while twiddling with his thumbs.

“No.” She said calmly. “How’d you find out about this kind of stuff?” She asked softly, while a shifted positions to lay his head against her leg.

“M? Before you came around we stayed at this house, and it belonged to a woman like you. She had some binders, she had rules, guidelines, she had lots of stuff and while we were there I read as much as I could. It all just seemed really interesting and I’ve thought about it since.” He nuzzled against her leg before fully relaxing again.

“You shouldn’t snoop through other people’s things, it’s not very kind to invade their privacy like that.” She said, smirking as he looked up at her with a shocked face before settling again.

“What about you?”

“I-, how’d I get into it?”

“Yeah.”

“An old boyfriend, but that's not a story for today.” She said quickly closing the topic before he could dive into a wound that had long since scabbed over, a wound she wasn’t ready to open again any time soon. She’d tell him later if the time for it came but at this time she wasn’t ready or anywhere near it. After this they sat in silence for what felt like an eternity, her hands working through his hair while he let out small noises of praise. She pressed her finger against his jaw, “I can feel you falling asleep.” She said while he slowly lifted his leg from her thigh and stretched a bit, “Head upstairs and wash up before going to bed. I’ll be up in 10 minutes to make sure you did as I asked, but you will sleep alone.” She saw his mouth open to protest but she spoke faster, “I’m not ready to share a bed.” She said which silenced him, he rose from the floor and nodded at her before standing to go upstairs and do as he was asked. When she was certain he couldn’t see or hear him anymore she stood from her seat and moved over to the couch lifting up the blinds for the window, noticing the rain she failed to see note earlier. The rain was comforting and helped her think, she had a lot to think about before she could consider being with him, in a casual sense or in the sense he had brought up. She brought her legs up to her chin, she was afraid of letting him down, maybe not protecting him as well as she should, all worries that would cloud her abilities to properly care for him in the way he needed. She had time to consider it, she had time to learn about his specific needs and how to handle them accordingly. She always had time, but his had run out, she rose from her seat and dusted herself off before making her way up the stairs.

AN: my first one??

So I’m most likely going to make this into a multi-part fic before this prompt has way more depth than I originally thought like I want to get into her background and everything so if you’re interested in being told when there's other parts message me so I can add you to a tag list.

Living in on the Earth was stressful enough, add in people depending on you and then zombies on top of that, the apocalypse. All the stress seems to dissipate when you’re in the company of people that you care about whether it be family, friends, pets or significant others.Especial in the company of your dom, someone who promised to take care of you no matter what happens. 

This is the case for Y/N and 10k, he made a promise to love and take care of her to hold her when times get to rough or to take care of the things that she can’t. 

Thats why they’re here now. Hes lounging in a chair, his legs hanging off one side, one hand holding a book he’d found a few weeks back, while the other was gently combing though her hair . She said on the floor beside him, he head laying against the side of his stomach, her eyes were closed reveling in the comfort he provided her with.

“Daddy, I’m sorry about earlier this morning.” She said with the slightest shake of her voice.

He sighed and closed his book after bending the corner of the page and pulling his hand from her hair, “Babydoll...” He sighed out as he moved his legs to sit properly in the chair, causing her to move between his legs. He gently cupped her chin, “You didn’t do anything wrong.” He noticed the way her face dropped, she was disappointed in herself, and she made it obvious. 

"I shouldn’t have said it infront of them, i shouldn’t have called you daddy infront of them.” He could hear the cracks in her voice, it was a slip she got nervous in it slipped from her mouth, and innocent mistake. They both turned red and their friends only laughed, she took it to heart.

“Baby, you understand that I’m not mad or upset with you, yeah?”  His voice was soft and so were his touches against her cheeks, her head finally lift but there was still a trace of sadness in her eyes.

“I messed up daddy.” He’d never be able to understand the way she thought, not fully, but he knew this conversation he’d heard it a thousand times. This wasn’t just about this morning, her insecurities were hitting again. He smiled reassuringly before urging her to stand infront of him, which she did.

“We all make mistakes sweetheart. For as long as I’ve known you, you’ve never made a mistake that isn’t forgivable.” He rubbed his hands along her forearms before pulling her down into his lap where she curled against his chest, “You’re a good little girl, that’s always to hard on herself, you play scenarios in that head of yours and make everything you do seem much worse than it really is.” He said then pressed a kiss to the top of her forehead.

“I’m sorry daddy.” She often got stuck in this loop of apologizing for each thing she thought was a mistake she had made.

“Babydoll, you haven’t done anything wrong, you didn’t let me down. You’ve never let me down.” She was clenching the fabric of his shirt in her fist now, she was causing herself unneeded stress and should couldn’t quite figure out how to relieve it. He grabbed her thighs and pulled her closer while moving his body down in the chair to give her more room.

“You’re not upset daddy?” She spoke softly, she was either realizing how she sounded and how he was reacting. He moved a hand into her hair and moved her head forward to kiss it softly before shaking his head.

“Of course not baby. Daddy is always so proud of you, I admire how you’re a little problem solver, how serious you can be, how compassionate, and good you are overall.” He said fondly and gently pulled his fingers though her hair. 

She giggled softly, “I like when you call yourself daddy.” Of course thats the thing she’d pick up, thats always the thing she picks up.

Neither one knew how they ended up this way, panting and groaning while their hands worked deftly on themselves. Her leg crossed over one of his, his hand laid against the thigh, gently squeezing it every few minutes. 

Her head fell to the side, hitting his shoulder and staying there while her fingers continued to work herself over, gently rubbing over her oversensitive clit from previous orgasms, sparks still shooting though her body with each swipe and prod at her body.

He sat propped against the bed frame, taking comfort and the warmth from her body, his chest rising in falling faster than normal. His hands rubbing along his shaft to the head where pre-cum had gathered, his thumb swiped over it before sliding back down. He could feel the tightness in his stomach getting stronger while heat flooded though his body.

He could feel each time she got close, she’d push herself against him and her thighs would tremble under his hand. He squeeze harder during those times and revel in the sounds that fall from he lips during that time. Three orgasms in he could tell she was spent her fingers didn’t move with as much determination as they had earlier.

She must have noticed that he was close, his body must have tensed or his breaths got heavier and more uneven, she leaned over pressing sloppy wet kissed against his neck. His body gave in and his cock shot out ropes of warm cum, most of it landing against his lower stomach some of it going higher.

The  group was intimidating, or they should be but this is the apocalypse and most people don’t scare easy anymore. They should have left when they were first given the out, instead they stayed and decided prod at the group.

“Lookie what we got here boys.” One of them said stepping from their van and shutting the door behind him, He boots clicking against the pavement as he closed the short distance between himself and Roberta who stood at the front. The rest of his crew let out chuckles as they fanned out behind him, there were at lease 10 of them all together, some boys that were probably nobodys before shit hit the fan. “Quite the little rag tag group you’ve got here pretty lady.” He said cockily and spit to his left.

Roberta straightened her posture, her hand moving down to the machete at her waist, then her head tilted back a little, “We made it this far just fine, people haven’t exactly been and obstacle for us.”

He laughed, full belly laugh, “This little lady has some balls.” He motioned for his crew to step forward,” People aren’t a problem for us either sweetheart.” He said the motioned over his should to the vehicles that they had arrived in, “In fact we’re usually the ones causing problems.” He smirked as he looked at the other members in his crew. “I tell you what though, you are a very pretty lady. I have quite the soft spot for women like you especially, attitude, beauty and body. You’re the whole package.” He said gently running his arm from his shoulder to her elbow where he wrapped his hand around it.

Doc noticed as the rest of the group instantly reached for their weapons, slowly moving his to the knife in his belt loop, “I wouldn’t do that, we’ve talked to people like you and fortunately they won’t be bothering anyone ever again.”  

The stranger lifted his head and laughed, “Are you really going to keep threatening us, we all just want a good time.” He said and let go of Roberta’s arm, moving to the next female, Addy. He cupped her chin to which she responded with a slap to his cheek. His hand moved from her face to his own. His face twisted to anger quickly and his hand quickly found it’s way into her hair pulling it back and causing her body to arch backwards in an attempt to relieve the pain, “You people just don’t fucking quit!” He yelled and looked around, “Which one of you wants to pull some shit next!” He said as he removed the knife strapped from his thigh and pressed it gently against Addy’s throat. His eyes scanned the group, “This could have gone out nice, without a any problems but you had to push me.” He said and shook his head, “Put her in the truck.” He said to on of the members of his group who grabbed her by the arm and began walking her back to one of the vans. “I don’t think you understand the seriousness of your current situation.” He sauntered to the next female, y/n, his lips quirked up, “That scowl looks quite nice on you sweet heart.”

Out of the corner of her eye she noticed the movement of hands and spoke monotone but with an edge to it, “Put your gun down 10k.” 

The stranger, moved his head to look at 10k and laughed, “Do as the lady says.” He said watching as 10k slowly holstered his gun, “You’ve quite the pull in this group don’t you lady, you hardly had to raise your voice and he’s doin whatever you tell him.” he said with an amused smirk before tilting his head back and crossing his arms over his chest, “Bet he calls you mommy too.”

“Not yet, he should consider it sometime.” She said and made a small motion with her hand while the opposite group’s head simitaniously looked to her in shock, almost like they weren’t expecting that answer, then again they probably didn’t expect to be shot either. As some of them fumbled to get their guns or fell backwards as they got shot, she brought her handup and punched the leader in the gut and as he hunched over in pain she grabbed the back of his head and slammed in against her knee. He fell back on to his ass she slowly moved her hand into his hair and pulled his bloody face forward, “Did you expect me to call you daddy?” She said then pushed her blade though his eye. She let his hair go which caused his dead body to fall backwards, she let out a breath and wiped it against her pants before putting it away again.

Roberta had already run towards the truck to Addy who met her half way, they hugged before meeting with the rest of the group, “You distracted him long enough for me to get his gun.” She said which flooded the rest of the group with relief. They all laughed as they rejoiced in the fact they’d all live to see another day. However 10k focused on the new girl who had began picking things off the deceased bodies they’d just created.

A few weeks passed and the trucks ran out of gas close to a survivor camp who promised them a place to stay for a couple day and more if they decided to stay. The group got two houses between them, almost everyone stayed in the same house besides her, she preferred to be alone. So when she heard a knock at her door she was hesitate to answer it, but non the less she did.

As the door opened 10k looked up and let out a breath he’d been holding, “Can i come in?” He asked slowly before she moved out of the way and closed the door behind him. He sat on one of the couches and wait for her to take a seat, she sat opposite of him and a cushioned chair. “I’ve been thinking about what you said a couple of weeks ago and I agree.” He leaned back as her face twisted into confusion, “I agree... Mommy.” 

Seventy days

For seventy days you forced yourself to suffer. Punishing yourself in a way by watching him fall in love with her, watching him really fall in love.

For seventy days you fixated on their relationship. Envying the way he touched her, the way he smiled, the way they existed in perfect harmony with each other.

For seventy days you compared yourself to her. Where she was harsh you were kind, where you were sarcastic she was serious. You were polar opposites.

Twenty-five days

Twenty-five days you’ve been receiving encouragement.

Warren, she was the first, wise woman as always she reminded you that your worth isn’t decided by the way other people treat you. 

“Y/N, you’re a treasure to this world, don’t let anyone make you believe anything different. Just because one person can’t see that wonderful doesn’t mean that you’re not. In all the time that I’ve known you all you’ve done is take care of other people to the best of your ability, you’ve risked your life for people you didn’t know. I’ve only ever known you as someone who would give up everything if it meant saving even a few people. Now for me that says you’re an amazing person, but maybe I’ve gotten soft for you over the year.”

“Aha, thanks Warren.

Addison, she was quick to some to your rescue. She reminded you that people will leave, it doesn’t mean that they don’t love you, sometimes one isn’t right for the other.

“Pre-z I dated a few people, most of them were great people, just not great people for me to date. Sometimes they were just meant to be my friends. Now I don’t know what fully went down with you and 10k, but i’m willing to bet he misses you as much as you miss him. Like before whatever when down you guys functioned together so fluidly, and I think if anything you two would still make good friends.

“I had a sneaking suspicion you dated people pre-z, so thanks for clearing that one up for me. And thanks for caring about me.”

Murphy, the one that shocked everyone. He reminded you that, well you’re not sure he reminded you of anything, maybe a father that found his daughter crying prom night.

“Listen kid, nothing lasts forever, relationships especially. Some last a couple hours, others last for years. Your young, and if you were to find love in this crazy fucked up world I don’t think it would have been as easy as you finding 10k. Oh no don’t get all teary eyed on me, ah. What I mean is love is hard to find, I mean look at me, I’m way older than you and I don’t think I’ve ever felt true love, don’t hold on to your first feeling of love like it’s your last or you’ll spend the rest of your life chasing after it.”

“wow smurf, that was surprisingly... not awful.”

Doc, the last to speak about the topic. Maybe he was the last because of how close he was to 10k, maybe he had a hard time coming up with the right things to say. Either way he reminded you of your youth, and how you still had people to meet and a future to make.

“You know i love you, you know i love both of you. That doesn’t mean I don’t notice when you two are being stupid. You’re letting him destroy you, you’re acting like he was all you ever had or ever will have. Hes stupid for not saying anything to you, for not understanding how much he meant to you. Now listen kiddo I know it hurts now, but you cant let it hurt forever, It’ll ruin you for the future, You’ve only just started living, don’t let a little hiccup in the road ruin that.”

“Doc, I can always count on you, I love you too.”

Ten days 

Ten days you watched the group push him and his girl away

They did it for your sake despite your protests. They silently cut them off from the group in small ways, each of them stopped talking to Red, Doc and Addy were the only ones that talked to 10k, even that was just small talk.

You could see the effect it had on 10k, he looked like a hurt puppy. He didn’t sit at the campfire with the rest of the group anymore, instead he sat with Red who would hunt while he cooked the meat she’d gathered earlier

He didn’t sleep near the group anymore, he’d stay near her, sometimes fast asleep, other times you’d catch him. You’d catch him watching the group, watching you more often than not, he looked sorry. You never got to see the sorrow for long, she’d grab his collar and bring him back to lying beside her. It was never a gentle grab there was always some force behind it, not a question a demand.

Five days

Five days you’ve been afraid

Red, she was not kind to you. She gave threat in the disguise of a warning.

“Y/N, I remember the time when 10k would lay beside you at night. Not anymore, remember that? Remember how he left you for me, how he crawls into my bed at night and not yours. Remember that he doesn’t look to you for comfort or back up anymore. He is not yours, he does not love you, he is mine and mine only. Do not get in my way or my clothes will be a darker shade of red.”

Day zero

Day zero she was exiled, left for dead.

Red, she was intimidating. She’d threatened you, she hit him, she’d bruised him. The group didn’t take kindly to it, she swore it was a one time thing as she back away from them, his bruised skin showed other wise. She was pathetic, promising she’d never do it again, she wouldn’t have a chance.

The group packed into the car, leaving her far behind, she followed for a while but she was only human with human speed and no car.

As for 10k he was silent for a while, maybe he was ashamed or he felt guilty or maybe he just didn’t want to talk to you, the only other person in the truck bed.

“I’m sorry”

Neither one of you was sure who said it first but both wondered why the other said it.

“Listen Y/N I shouldn’t have left you like that, you we’re kind and gentle. You loved me, you reminded me of that everyday and I shouldn’t have given that up just because someone new wondered into my life. I love you still and maybe I;m out of line for saying it but I do love you. I was a fool for thinking she could be as good as you in any way.”

“I love you too.”

“Dad can you tell me about mom now?” This was a question 10k had been avoiding for years now, 9 years to be exact. He’d been a father for 9 years, mourning for 9 years now.

“We’re not safe yet.” He said softly as his fingers tightened around the steering wheel, the small child in the seat sighed softly as he moved around in the seat. 10k wanted to tell him everything about her, he wanted to tell his child how every little thing that did hurt. How every little thing they did reminded him of their mother.

Even while watching his child sleep he noticed the similarities, the way they twitched, the way their face contorted as they made sense of their dreams, the little amount of drool that managed to escape their lips and find its way to their chin.

It hurt, knowing that she wasn’t there anyone, knowing that he’d told her she’d be fine only to have her die during labor. Dammit it hurt and there was nothing he could do about it. Except raise this child to the best of his abilities.

“Daddy? why are you crying?” They said drawing his attention to the tears that had managed to overflow and stroll down his hollow cheeks. Even the softness of their voice reminded him of how much he’d lost, how he’d lost everyone he’d cared so much for. If he’d never accepted the ride he wouldn’t be this hurt, but he also wouldn’t have this little booger. “Dad?”

“You’re just like her.”

“Who dad?”

The innocence in their tone, even while their face moved to realization, it was exact it was their move, something he’d grown attached to, something he’d learned to love. “Mom?”

“Yeah, your mom.” 10k stated as his eyes stared at the road like it’d leave too, “She would’ve been so proud of you.” He said knowing the words couldn’t get anymore true. 

“Her name was Y/N, and she was the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me. She celebrated with me when I reached ten thousand kills, she had found this bottle of whiskey. She told me that she though Jeff was a kinda goofy name and that she’d keep calling me 10k.” He said recalling the memory fondly.

“I’ve never heard you call yourself Jeff.”

“I went back to 10k when she went.”

“Did you love her?”

Boy did he love her, he blinked hard to clear his vision. “God, you’re the only person I love more than her. She loved to explain the stars to me, and i let her even though I knew about them because she just looked so damn beautiful while doing it. She was so happy, I don’t know if she genuinely liked the stars ir if she was just happy to have the time to do it.”

“Is that why you made that man if you a little star on your thumb?’

10k nodded as a laugh escaped his lips, “Then she loved to act out the shows and movies she used to love, she was always so dramatic and maybe thats how the show went. Then she’d giggle and pretend to eat my brains.” he said wiping his eyes, “She loved to sing, she knew so many song, sometimes during conversations she’d break into song because apparently some of the words were in a song.”

“Dad, did she love you?”

Of course she did, she always mumbled it before falling asleep. He could see it in the way she watched him, in the way she panicked when he got out of situations he shouldn’t have survived. “Yeah, She loved me.”

“Would she love me.”

She would have loved them endlessly, she loved them even when she didn’t want to bring them into a world like this, she loved them when everyone was looking at her rub her belly, she loved them when no one was looking as she whispered to her belly. “She always loved you.”

“I love her too.”

“Me too kiddo.”

“I love you dad.”

It stung.

That was the only feeling you felt anymore. Your eyes burned with the tears that wet your cheeks, you were supposed to be on watch but all you could think about was him. Everything was something that reminded you of him, even the empty space beside you that would be filled by him and his rifle.

Weeks ago he broke things off with you, like every other person who gets broken up with you thought things were going wonderfully. Only a few days after things got broken off you realized why, the beautiful Red. You knew despite all his reassurances he’d fall in love with someone new. 

He looks happier, and it hurts like hell.

The way he leans in close when he laughs at something she said, the way he lays his hands on her back, their absent minded petting, the way the comfortably fell for each other.

You held your breath as another wave of sadness hit. You couldn’t see though the thick layer of tears.

Letting out a sigh as you attempted to gather yourself, something you constantly had to do, you couldn’t allow yourself to cry in front of the others, because you’re supposed to be brave.

Even with the heart he had broken, you’d stuck around for him, waiting for his broken heart. Not to watch him crumble but to be there to hold him softly and whisper that’d he’d be find because he was brave.

You’d hold him how she holds him now, the way you used to. You’d play with his hair while he cried against your shoulder they way you’re crying now. You’d trace shapes shapes on his back, the way you were wish he was doing now.

Your breath hitched in your throat, you hoped she never hurt him like this. You hoped he’d never have to cry like this.

His fingers found their way into your hair while you mewled and whimpered as he thrusted into you time and time again, “Say it again.” He said close to your ear, his voice shook you to the core.

“Daddy.” You whimpered as your eyes shut while an orgasm ripped it’s way though your body. His pace didn’t slow, he just chuckled while his brushed your sweat soaked hair from your forehead. “Thats it princess let it all out.” 

His head ducked down to press soft kisses against your neck, not long after the kisses turned into nipping and the nipping turned into suck. Dark hickeys are left against your skin, his way of keeping anyone who thought about pursuing you.

You whined and pressed against his shoulder, “Daddy please.” He chuckled and lifted his head, “What is it baby?” He asked while he pressed his hand against you hip.

“Mmm daddy harder please.” He chuckled and shook his head while he used his leverage to pull you closer while he thrusted. He let out a deep breath, he didn’t know how long he could keep going at this rate.

“Baby, I’m gonna come soon.” He said losing the confidence in the pace he had set, his hips slowing down. He gripped you hips tightly, likely leaving bruises on your soft skin, you felt him twitch inside you before he came into the condom.

10k One-Shots

Smut

Say It Again

Ride Me Like you Motorcycle (Oc)

Reality Shift (Male!Reader)

Sweet Cheeks

Mommy Knows Best

Truck Bed

Bandannas 

Pressure

Princess

Clean

You’re Just Like Her

Honey Bun

Cuddles

Multi-Part

Happier - p2

Addy One-Shots

Smut

Clean

The Good Old Days

I peeked around the corner watching as Sadie’s hips swayed while she confidently walked a head of me, choosing not t be let behind i jogged up to her my hand gently swatting her ass as I passed. The squeal she let out brought a smile to my face. 

I watched her mouth presumably to protest but her lips quickly screwed together as she reached over her shoulders and retrieved her katakana. She rushed passed me and down an ally way. I followed the black headed woman who ended up a head of me yet again. 

When I rounded the last corner I was greeted by the sight of Sadie pushing a katana into a z’s skull which she tugged the other out of one. Seeing the woman of your dreams kicking ass, well it’s wonderful sight to say the least. I let out a breath of air as she turned to me with a large smirk, which I returned seeing one of the dark hickeys I left on her skin.

“We’re gonna head back kitten.” He said calmly as he walked to her side and tilting her head up so he could whisper to her, “ I want you to ride me like that motorcycle of yours.” He said chucking softly into her ear before pulling away.

Her arms crossed, i knew this act it was one I was fond of, “And if I refused?” She questioned only making me chuckle, “I suppose you’d have to go a week without any hand holding.” He said peering over his shoulder, He felt her hand slowly wiggle it’s way into his.

He chuckled at yet another victory, he gave her hand a gently squeeze before leaning down and pressing a soft kiss to her lips, “You’re so beautiful princess, my beautiful princess.” He said fondly before they set on their way back to the camp.

When we returned to the camp everyone had hit the hay besides Addy who had taken watch. I gave a small nod as we passed Addy, Sadie gently tugged at my arm and pointed towards the direction of the room we had decided to take. I chuckled and shook my head as I leaned in towards her ear, “Not there tonight princess, you’re going to ride me like your motorcycle, on your motorcycle.”

I pulled back to see her dark cheeks, “But-.” I knew what she was thinking, “If they see, well I guess they’ll have a good show to see, besides its not like we haven't all seen each other naked.” 

We made our way to the back of the building where we had parked out cars, where her motorcycle sat. “I didn’t think you had a thing for my motorcycle.” She said with a smirk causing me to chuckle, “Princess anything that has to do with you drives me crazy.” 

I regained my seriousness and tilted my head at her, “Clothes.” I said simply before she began undressing, rather slow but a fast enough speed that she knew she wouldn’t get in trouble. “Sit.” I said motioning to the motorcycle, I followed behind and admired her naked body while the light of the full moon landed on her body beautifully.

I sighed as she leaned back, her head laying carefully against the handlebars, I leaned over her with a smile, “You’re my beautiful princess.” I said as one of my hands gently rubbed on her thigh, “But I can’t kiss your princess parts at this angle, even if its more comfortable for you

I stepped back watching her face contort in a confused look, “How Else am I supposed to sit?” She questioned, I moved to the side gently taking her hands and helping her up, laying her back over the seat, her body making a rainbow over her bike.

I tilted my head as she groaned, not the most comfortable position for sure but she’d get to move, “Let me know if you start to get dizzy.” He stated as he moved to his knees, moving hers to rest on his shoulders while his hands moved to support her ass. I gently began sucking hickeys against the soft flesh of her thigh.

I left a trail of different shapes, I chuckled when I heard soft whimpers escaped her lips. I gave in, I don’t know if to myself or to her, my tongue pressed against her and gently swiped up, “You always taste so wonderful.” I moaned as i moved a few more strokes. My lips gently closed around her clit, which I gently sucked on. I carried on with my ministrations on her body until she quaked as her orgasm ripped though her body. 

I chuckled as her limp legs slid from my shoulders, “You still good princess?” I asked standing up and brushing the dirt from my knees, watching her carefully as she stood on her shaky legs, “Because we’re still not done princess.” I said as I slowly removed the layers of clothing from my body. 

“Thank you.” She said making me shake my head, “You know I love tasting my sweet princess.” I said as I gripped her shoulders and gave her a soft kiss on the head, “Now come over here ad we can make the scores even.” I said taking my place on her motorcycle, helping her move her legs over me and get in position.

Your breath caught in your throat as you looked at her blood speckled skin, your cheeks had tear stains and your eyes were puffy. Her hand was soft in yours, turning her hand to rub your thumb over the small heart tattoo on her wrist, you moved your eyes to the same one on your own wrist.

You laughed, “You remember when we went and got these? right after graduation. You told me I was a wuss for being hesitant.” She looked at her and sighed softly, “I had the biggest crush on you, i was worried with these tattoos yo’d only see me as your best friend.”

“Our last hockey game, you know the day shit hit the fan, I was gonna do it I was gonna ask if you wanted to be my girlfriend.” You quickly wiped a tear away from your cheek. “Then we met Mac, and you seemed to like him so i dropped it so you could be happy.” You took a moment to relax since your throat was tight.

“Or our first spring break to the beach, we went to California in Sophomore year. My mom hated driving us up there because we were so excited.” You laughed, “She even got her own room because she didn’t want to hear how giggly we’d be.” You took a shaky breath allowing your thumb to trace over her bruised knuckles, “I remember you slept in my bed because you thought your bed was to cold. I remember the way you held me in your arms, the way your fingers ghosted across my stomach.” A blush crept its way onto your skin, “or how you’d let me lay your head on your chest while you played with my hair if I was feeling homesick. Then the next morning we’d go to the beach and guys would hit on you left in right, that spring break you pretended to be my girlfriend, you had no idea what that did to me.”

“Do you remember the first time we kissed? it was during our junior year, you got invited to a senior party because they wanted to bone you, you invited me as your plus one.” You leaned back and smiled, “We were playing spin the bottle, when your bottle landed on me, you were soft and said we didn’t need to kiss if I didn’t want to because it was just a silly game. All I could do was nod, you leaned in close while your hand gently caressed my cheek as you kissed me.” Your eyes flicked up to her as she stirred, “I’d seen you kiss before but you ad never kissed a person that long, or thats what I wanted myself to think.”

You took a deep breath, “After Mac passed you were so broken, all of us were. It took a while but you opened up to me again, I was so worried I was gonna lose you.” You leaned forward and checked for her breath which was still there but faint, “After a few months you pulled me away from the group and asked me to date you, I was confused about whether it was a dream or if it was a trick but in the apocalypse you have to take ever opportunity at happiness you can get.” 

His hands were comforting on my trembling thighs, his hands leaving goose bumps in their wake. Soft whimpers escaping from my throat as he tugs my boxers from my legs, his jeans following, his head dipping down and peppering soft kisses to the skin on my hip bones. He stopped once in a while to suck on the skin, a prelude.

His head falling between my legs, his eyes were kind as they looked up to me asking for permission which was quickly granted. His mouth sliding down the length of my cock. His tongue skillfully swirl, he was magic and he was making me loose my mind. I could hear him gagging when he pushed him self to suck in more of me.

He lifted his head, our bodies still connected by a string of spit and cum, my cheeks filled with blood as he let out a low chuckled as the string broke and fell against my leg and his chin. I began to mutter and apology before he pressed a gentle kiss to my lips.

He moved my body, laying my head fast down against a pillow. His spit dribbling over my hole followed by his finger softly rubbing it in, his fingers softly and slowly pressing into my body. I gasped as my body shuttered. I felt his fingers leave my body, a small huff leaving with them.

His cock head rubbed against my hole softly before he pushed in making me moan loudly. He hushed me before letting out his own soft moan. We were joined fully, I could take the small amount of pain it took for him to breach my hole if it meant keeping this. his grunts echoing in my ears as my hands gripped tighter and my head was pushed farther into the pillow.

When I woke the next morning I was alone. As expected, he was gone and I was a goner. I’ll see the god among me when I to perish. Till then I’ll do as he told me, and keep fighting. His memories are the only thing keeping me going now a day, sometimes I think I catch glimpses of him when I’m fighting though the z’s. That reality come crashing down when I begin to cheer and look for his embrace.