I'm So Autistic About This

we must not forget the genuine empathy and sensitivity benson shows towards randy, like he is very caring and isnt a naturally apathetic person. vulnerability and lack of control scare him into violence and anger, but he doesnt actually want to be like that. like we joke and all but he is kind, he just....shows it weird. i mean this also goes hand in hand with his relationship to masculinity and his way to feel 'safe'/in control. with randy, all of that violence is a means to an end, hes doing what he can/what he knows will keep randy in place, to get him to listen. hes just as lost as randy.

to bring up the coercion side of things that comes hand in hand with the stockholm syndrome but benson has definitely pulled some "baby if it feels good then it cant be bad" gibson girl shit on randy,,, like randy is so repressed and full of shame for experiencing any kind of pleasure, he cant let himself feel something too good cuz he Doesnt Deserve It... benson who can tell randy is trying to repress any desire or pleasure cuz he thinks hes too bad and its Bad that he is so selfish to let himself feel good so bensons just gotta tell him/make him anyways to "get over" this part of his self hatred. to teach him to take and receive something he wants instead of pushing it away cuz of guilt...idk thoughts....

PSA: erectile dysfunction benson x comes in his pants while making out randy

randy bradley bug eyed pervert watching every little movement benson makes