ZIGGY TIME :3

do you guys think i deserve a little parasociality as a treat

like fuck ever since i was 13 into dan and phil once in a while my brain yearns for the worms, i just need to fixate on being very weird about a creator i will never meet and dig up like a concert they played 15 years ago. I will never show what i found to anyone, i will never interact with it or contact the person or anyone they know. I get deeply ashamed of this, no one in my life knows i do it. I just need to anonymously uhhh invade someones privacy ig..... idk i never dig too far i dont dox people i mostly just ship and/or dig a little. dont know why im like this, its been 10 years since dan and phil and im very normal about them now and very ashamed of what i did i just think the rush was like fucking crack to my kid brain and it hasn't forgotten that feeling and deep down i might just feel that if no one knows no one is hurt which now that i say it out loud miiiighttttt not be the fucking case.... #hm

i literally cant stop crying about the fucking shopkeeper i just saw her i havent finished the chapter yet idk she just breaks my transgender heart. Shes forced to be human shes defined by her body she doesnt even care about what she is what she sells or who walks in she just wants to look in the sun. She just found out what loneliness is and is sure shes going to make friends and i just know that disaster is around the corner and im not confident shes ever gonna get to make those friends. The moment i listened to the music that plays in her shop in the newsletter i knew it was gonna fuck me up. The artwork is destroying me. Jesus.

i need to focus on whats important in life, transitioning to this era of ryan ross. i need to be this faggy forever.

donatella VERSACE 💜

anyone else feel compelled to be like “☝️ ‼️” when your birth date is mentioned in either fiction or nonfiction but then sometimes you be watching true crime and it’s like “the victim’s eviscerated remains were located on november 27th” and you’re like ah.. birthday.. ☝️.. but i am sorry

this is exactly how i feel about january 6th :/

do you think that when the big arm on the trash truck aggressively grabs the trash can on the curb and dumps it into the truck that it's like a little sexual for the trash can

"kill them with kindness" WRONG. chair attack 🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑🪑

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