may 15 - i’m gonna be just so real rn IM JUST MAD! to put it quite simply im honestly just rlly mad annoyed and fed up with how everything works right now truly feeling fuck the world pilled and i want to just sleep bc everything is DISGRUNTLING. no peace! stupid fucking world has gone on for way to long and everyone that’s still alive is just too pussy to admit it . there’s just so much going on and it’s all too complex to try to explain why i think life isn’t worth living ultimately. right after typing that sentence i have decided i’m going to list all my reasons for being mad and let’s see what happens
-education and careers (at least in america) is completely unfair. literally all of it. MONEY, THE EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM, ACTUAL WORK ITSELF. it’s literally set up with the odds already stacked against you im going to have so much fucking debt from school and i will be paid less than i deserve no matter what i do and i will forever be expected to want to claw up a ladder with no end.
-relationships NOT REAL. genuinely just a competition between men and women women and women and men and men lol. people seeking platonic friends seek individuals who are better so they can drag them down and drain their resources. people seeking romantic sexual relations always end up treating their partner as a competitor in this ego fueled made up game to see who can hurt and trick the other more.
-i’m literally sick in my brain and ever since i’ve felt what it’s like to be under the influence of anything i’ve had this horrific feeling that i’d rather feel that way constantly regardless of the actual emotion i’m feeling bc it’s simply just more fulfilling than reality. it’s like a quick lie we let ourselves live in for fun. but i want it always .
-past treatment . period y’all jus gave me trauma n i don’t wanna live in my skin and body
-religion realizations and actualizations/organized religion as a whole
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