Contradiction
I destroy myself to give birth to me again,
I incinerate my entire being
To rise up from the ashes again,
I hide to occupy the vastest of spaces,
I talk of reason & enlightenment
To conceal chaos brewing inside me,
I keep silent so that my soul can roar like a lion,
I plant trees in my garden everyday to trim
Cancerous weeds growing inside
My vaulted ribcage,
I sheathe my daggers to slash
The monsters and the doppelgängers
Taking abode in me,
I shed tears in the dark
To scream like harpies inside my skull
And call forth the all-devouring tempest
Through the incantation
Of the anthem of wreckage & destruction,
I offer to maintain peace & harmony
To go spiralling into mayhem,
I smile to die a thousand death,
I crumble like the Judgement day
To resurrect myself in countless pieces
From the lifeless dusts and rubble,
From dead cells and rusty barbed wires,
From the outcries buried tracelessly
In the crossed-out dates of calendar.
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[not my work but had 2 share. love this]














