Just another artist with an insane amount of hobbies and not enough free time. Random doodles- half formed story lines; and other creative junk. Any pronouns
I'm Zen, and this is my little corner of the internet to do whatever I want with it.
~any pronouns, they/them is fine
I love art and science, and can be found on a day-to-day basis sketching, writing, crocheting, watering plants, or reading anything from horror fiction to articles.
Interests/fandoms (I don't really interact with fandoms, it's more of just the things I've read/seen): PJO/HoO/ToA, WOF, Loveless (Alice Oseman) Love Bullet, The Summer Hikaru Died, (A couple other animes/mangas, I just can't name them all right now), crocheting, sketching/drawing, Greek mythology, poetry, and other forms of art like mixed media and random crafts.
*DNI with me if you are a bigot. Really you should just leave the internet. If this needs clarification for some reason:
Someone who is; homophobic, transphobic, racist, albelist, forces religion, forces political views, or forces unchecked OPINIONS
Thanks for reading my intro if your here, and have a nice day <3
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I love my blorbos. We've got teenage girl with dead parents sitting in her denial corner instead of acknowledging she's aroace, and her best bud who's just a mute kid with ADHD and everyone thinks he's throwing gang signs but is really just talking in angry sign language.
If that's not your thing, and you like a bit more romance (not really I'm ace myself so shh); short, competitive nonbinary who will glare at you for even looking at one of their friends, and their tall best friend who has had a crush on them since middle school, but he is to shy to say anything. (can't forget about his dream of becoming a movie writer but his parents have already planned his future as a doctor.)
Do some of these just sound like a bunch of tropes smashed together to create new characters? Yes, that is the point. That is how you stay motivated when creating stories, more specifically (web)comics/visual stories. You find every story aspect, trope, character trait, and idea you like and put it all together to make something that you will enjoy making for a long, long time.
Happy writing! I got kinda bored and just decided to write this 🤷
humans are guided by three basic aspects: logic, love, and lust.
(warnings: optimism/pessimism)
logic is perception. what you see and feel around you. how you decide what decisions to make and what would happen as a result. a lesser amount of logic would result in a lack of thought when it comes to making choices, usually being reckless and suffering consequences that were failed to be perceived by the individual. people with more logic are considered to be masterminds at planning, predicting, and acting accordingly. these figures are more likely to have a job where logic is needed; coordinating a military, formulating business decisions, and predicting future events, for example.
love is the feeling of needs. things like hunger, thirst, and other basic necessities are encompassed in this aspect. caring for others is also considered, which also supports one of the two major theories of human being (which I'll get to later). individuals with a lack of love are noted to fail to care for themselves; additionally, they seem to be more aggressive and have less care for other persons. people with more love are considered to be empathetic and have clear boundaries, which makes them a great worker in a team, while also recognizing the limits of themselves and other people. these figures are more likely to have a job where love is needed; caring for the elderly, motivating a group of people, or even therapy work.
lust is the wants and goals of every person. when you want something, whether it be physical or not, you are determined to get it. lust is widely considered to be unnecessary when it comes to actually surviving. however, lust is also the cause of the many little pleasures and luxuries that are in the world. eating is a human need, but lust is what causes us to have a preference for certain meals or a disdain for others. however, due to how much lust is oriented on the desires of the individual, it usually is considered an enemy to love, which is made to sacrifice an individual's own desires to support others, which contributes to the other. individuals with a lack of lust are considered unmotivated, and to a certain degree, slothful. people with more lust are considered determined, willful, and unmoving. these figures are more likely to have a job where lust is needed; reaching a set quota, pushing through long hours at work, or facing many setbacks and rejections.
both love and lust share a circular control with logic. both influence logic in what decision they should make, but logic decides if love and lust are going to be satisfied, or if they should in the first place.
people are classified as love-oriented or lust-oriented, or neither.
this diagram is commonly used to represent the three aspects of humanity. note the shape of triple dagger (⹋) marking through the eyes, heart, and groin, symbols of logic, love, and lust, respectively.
major theories about human being
humans are altruistic
humans are more likely to be love-oriented than lust-oriented. if you have two perfectly neutral-oriented individuals in a situation where they could either help others (love) or satisfy their own wants (lust), people are more likely to do the former.
humans are assumed to be pack animals, in which one person who failed to act upon love would result in consequences for the entire group. this theory states that early humans would recognize that love-oriented actions would be better in the long run. bringing food and finding shelter for yourself and a mate would increase the chances of surviving and passing on healthy offspring.
however, many don't believe this to be true. if humans really were more love-oriented, major conflicts in the past and present wouldn't occur, as everyone could live in harmony. as long as everyone is clothed, fed, and housed, there would be no point in ever fighting to gain more. as a result, a second theory has been growing and has now become mainstream.
humans are selfish
humans are more likely to be lust-oriented than love-oriented. if you have two perfectly neutral-oriented individuals in a situation where they could either help others (love) or satisfy their own wants (lust), people are more likely to do the latter.
humans are assumed to be self-centered individuals. humans only care about their own desires, to satisfy their own wants even at the expense of other people. if one person had more resources and opportunities than another, the one with the upper hand would rather stay that way than to sacrifice themselves to make themselves equal. humans only do things if it contributes to their own goals.
assuming the previous theory's assumption that humans are pack animals is true, then those that believe the opposite state that humans only care for others if it gets them what they want. it states that early humans only helped others just because it meant that they would also have some sort of benefit.
once again, many don't believe this is true. human survival depended almost entirely on others back then; if humans were really as divided and aloof as they say, then how would they ever progress and group up? how would clans be stable if everyone pulled against each other in opposite directions all the time? prehistoric societies would be dismantled almost instantly when met with any sort of challenge. and if it did, then how would we ever form entire villages, towns, cities, countries, etc.?
I randomly had that “Lord I’m one, lord I’m two..”
audio stuck in my head, and it made me think of one of my ocs, and so I drew her. It’s just a bunch of pretty bad sketches cause I did this in less than an hour.
Can I please have a dreamless, peaceful night, instead of a "what-the-hell-did-I-just-dream-up" morning? Sincerely, the person who is getting more and more upset that you only ever have good ideas at night, and then forget them. thx
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