Pacific North Worthless

I feared getting this call for a while now. Life really has been having a go at my mom. Having to watch her husband and her mother both painfully slip away at the same time. Only a matter of time before my grandma goes. Falling and breaking her arm all while dealing with all this.

I curse the system everyday we were born into where we are expected to work every second of our life away and be cast to the side like trash as soon as there is a bump in th road. My dad worked himself to the bone. Never slowed down. Even during his chemo for his lung cancer he was working on cars in the garage when he still had some strength. Hard work doesn't get you shit.

I'm ashamed that I put it out of my head, that I couldn't take the pressure of losing my family home, my shitty job grinding me to dust, and the looming loss of loved ones.