Soul Soother

I'm learning just how horrible and irredeemable I am as a human being.

I pardon myself from this prison we call life.no longer will you tease and torture this tenant of your realm.transition me to a new tranquil Oasis and ease me from this tenacious torture.im sorry I was never enough for you miss applesauce.i tried my hardest but I guess I was too soft for you.even at my best when you first met me.if my peak wasn't good enough for you..what do I have to offer now..

I need to stop breathing

Your right words are just words.ill apologize with pain

It's been selfish of me to encumber you with anything or me.th weight of my sins and the curse I carry are mine alone to weigh me down.downbwhere I belong

I have no idea what would I ever do if I ever lost you how would I pull through? I'd simply be lost I wouldn't know what to do.

I'm a curse,I hurt those I love most, never fulfilling my niche.ive been misplaced in this universe,the only real kindred spirit I have is you,and your Mike's away.hapoy with someone else.lovers from a past life and kindred spirits but snuffed out by circumstance,Mandela Effected by the gods into this world where I was never meant to come to.or if I was sentences to lifetime settling for mediocrity or forever chasing a Star,entranced by her light yet the distance never closing.til I feel closed in on and suffocating from realizing I'll never be good enough to meet my aspirations.even tho I thought I had partially met those requirements already before I met your light and love

Why is this dismay my new normal. My lights flickering out

Why is it every time that I hold something sacred it burns out and becomes tainted.