From an old journal
Im really quite restless and anxious these days. Seeing as to how i was really comfortable in giving and receiving affection from you gave that refuge, i feel it's too strange knowing that you are also part of other dynamics with other people that arent all about the sex. When i am to be put amidst "intelligent" girls, the context of how i feel is lost, and the effort that i make to share, which came so easily before becomes difficult with the change in context.















