Zel

girl realising they’re a lesbian call that 💡yurika  

I hope every writer who sees this writes LOADS the next few months. Like freetime opens up, no writers block, the ability to focus, etc etc you're able to write loads & make lots of progress <3

Passing along for all the writers out there!

I could sure as hell use some of this... 😭 And of course wishing all my fellow writers the same!

Ooo ooo predebut rumira this predebut rumira that what about predebut zoey whos so scared of fucking up she starves herself to avoid leaving her room at night. Who presents her lyrics like shes at a corporate merger layoff meeting. Whos terrified of mira’s bluntness and rumi’s temper and celine’s standoffishness to the point that she struggles to eat at group meals. A predebut zoey with an eating disorder attached to her need to Earn sustinance. Pre debut zoey who has to learn how to be a person again and not a collection of anxiety fueled stress behaviors. A predebut Zoey who isn’t the glue between them but the over flowing storm drain that they are racing to unclog. A predebut zoey who thinks everyone’s praising her as some huge long running joke and is constantly braced for the punchline. A predebut zoey who has to learn how to be loud again and still flinches at the sound of her own voice. A predebut Zoey who has such bad skin picking that Celine drags her to the doctor and Zoey has a full blown panic attack about the perceived inconvenience to Celine. A predebut Zoey who was never dx’ed with her adhd and sobbed hysterically when Celine got her on medication because she realized How Much Time she lost to it. A predebut Zoey who is just as resistant to opening up but too scared of being the odd man out that she fully fakes a personality for so long it takes her months to figure out whats real and isnt anymore. ‘No more lies’ wasnt just for Rumi.

Not book smart or street smart but a secret third thing.

supid

supid.

sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly

Honestly i think every single piece of media needs at least one lesbian. Not even for romance or shipping just one person to ground the rest of it as a reminder that the world doesn’t revolve around men

i am always one wrong word away from being shot by all the people who find me tolerable

i honestly don't really understand why "some people prefer watching gameplay online rather than playing games themselves" is treated as such a taboo when being a spectator is considered a pretty mundane way to engage with most sports, game shows, reality tv or even just like. chess.

like the usual arguments are "not everyone can afford video games or have the software to pirate" or "you can be a fan of a game's story, but not it's gameplay" but also some people just have more fun watching other people be really good at starcraft or speedrun super mario 64, i don't think that's a particularly out of the box way to engage with the medium.

There is no difference between watching speed runs or let's plays and watching golf or basketball or some other sport on tv. I will not change my mind about this. It's the same thing.