seeing you draw for your ttrpg party, so i ask. do you ever struggle with the feeling, perceived or otherwise, of being more invested in a relationship dynamic than the others? been at it for a year and didn't realize it would take a toll on me as a player. sorry if that's a weird or impolite question
when i was younger definitely, not anymore however. now i do not feel shame about loving my friends characters and the games we play together
i have a strict rule with myself that unless i am told there is an issue with my behavior in my personal relationships, that there is in fact no issue, communication between adults is very important
additionally, i know im more invested sometimes, but thats not a problem, its just how it is, i dont need reciprocity to the same level to continue creating things. i love the things i like with a lot of fervor and i have amazing beautiful friends who understand that so livin la vida loca





















