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tears flowed down your face, arms reaching out to grasp enjin’s jacket as you cried and cried. cried for your parents, who couldn’t do a thing, and cried for your home.

despite hating kids, it broke enjin’s heart to see someone so young so, so broken hearted. so, he took you back to HQ…sure, you didn’t have a special object, but perhaps August could use your help.

enjin showed you around the building with the utmost care; and once he settled in taking you into the bar—that’s when you had met him…zanka.

tall, skinny, and absolutely beautiful in so many ways.

“you two play nice together, kay zanka?” you remember enjin pushing you towards zanka, smiling widely as he gently patted your shoulder.

blue eyes widened, in an instant pale hands reached out to steady you—zanka was about to scowl at enjin in embarrassment, before he looked at you—mouth gaping open slightly before ultimately shutting—was he blushing?

“i suppose you heard the big man..i’m zanka…could i get your name?”

his voice was smooth, beautiful and everything so many people could only wish for.

“y/n…”

ever since then, you had been inseparable from zanka. whether that includes spending time with him while he’s back from missions, eating with him at the bar, patching up his uniform with august as he stands by the door frame, watching with absolute adoration in his gaze, only to look away in embarrassment when he was caught by august—or worse, enjin.

you suppose the comfort and closeness from zanka is how you found yourself in this predicament now—standing in front of his bedroom door, clad in a sleep shirt that was way too big for you, and wrapped up in a thin throw blanket. your teeth bit down on your bottom lip, thoughts running a million miles in your head as you decided whether or not to go through with sneaking into zanka’s bed tonight once more.

sure, you had done this before.

but, lately things have seemed to change.

you noticed immediately when your lips quirked up in a little smile when you saw zanka walk in for breakfast—or even heard the faint sound of his voice as he spoke to enjin and the others.

you also noticed when your heart began to leap in your chest over every little interaction with the boy.

you also noticed how much you stared at him.

as if zanka had hung the stars and the moon, just for you.

with a release of a breath, you opened the door gently, wincing as it creaked just a little bit on the hinges.

upon entering the neat and tidy room—filled with nothing but darkness, you carefully shut the door, walking towards the familiar area of zanka’s bed.

you could vaguely see a lump under the covers, and with that, you felt around for a free space. soft snores left the teens mouth; breathing in and out in a deep sleep as you carefully moved to lay down beside him—your body curling up against his in an instant.

it seemed as though you had gotten away with sneaking in zanka’s bed, and slowly your eyes began to close.

that is, until you heard a soft hum.

“y/n..?” a blanketed arm moved up, wrapping around your tinier form and bringing your body close to zanka’s. you could feel the huff of his breath on your neck—reminding you just how close you were to the boy.

your heart hammered in your chest.

zanka never held you like this before.

a loud yawn left zanka’s throat as he gently reached his free hand up, beginning to rub circles into your head as he waited for you to answer.

minutes seemed to pass.

seconds ticking as you swallowed the lump in your throat.

“i don’t think i can sleep alone tonight, zanka..” your voice trembled just a bit, eyes staring at the wall in front of you.

“i figured as much.” Zanka moved to sit up, stretching just a bit before he moved over on the bed some more, gently placing a hand on your shoulder and coaxing you to turn over on your side, to face him.

he reached another hand over, turning the bedside lamp on—a soft yellow glow now cascading over his features.

Zanka looked so gentle like this.

“it’s beena boutta year since you fell, huh?” he voice was a little low with sleep, but still, he sat up, making sure you were comfortable on your side before he moved to lay back down—on his side as well and facing you.

blue eyes stared right into your e/c orbs.

“today makes a year..”

zanka hummed at that. the left corner of his mouth lifted up just a bit in a lazy smile, before he carefully placed an arm around your waist once more. “then today makes a year since i met you..”

his voice held nothing but love in it.

“a whole year of staring…

a whole year of my heart skipping a beat anytime i see you,

and a whole year of wondering how your lips would feel on mine..” he stroked your side as he spoke, his words making heat rush to your cheeks.

surely zanka didn’t mean that..?

“are you just saying that to make me feel better about today, zanka..?” your voice quivered.

leaning down, zanka placed a gentle kiss to your forehead; he could feel his own face flushing just a bit at your close proximity.

perhaps if he wasn’t so incredible down bad, as enjin says, zanka would not have even said anything to you tonight.

but, zanka knew that you needed to hear this.

“enjin was wanting to teach me how to quit starin’ at you…said i’d scare ya off..but, i couldn’t help myself…your just so mesmerizing, y/n…always thought that, ever since i first saw you.”

“so no, i am not sayin’ that just to make you feel better..”

it certainly wasn’t now, and it certainly was not going to start now. you were a cleaner; work needed to be done around the cities, and the cities needed to be cleaned—, trash beasts needed to be taken care of, the children of the cleaners needed to be taken care of.

but, did that stop enjin from constantly nagging in your ear:

“ya gotta relax some, girl.”

“go lay down, i’ll put the brat to bed-“ (rudo).

“y/n i swear to fuck-“

nevertheless, you never listened to him.

and that’s why you were in the predicament you were in now, laying in bed, absolutely dying. your muscles were beyond sore…everything hurt. maybe you really did overdo it during this latest battle.

but, trash needed to be cleaned. and, that was just your duty.

a soft groan left your lips as you moved your body just a little bit on the hard-firmness that was yours and enjin’s mattress. god…maybe when you got the money, you could get a fluffier, softer one. until then, you could only dream of one.

“ya over did it again, huh girly?” your brows furrowed instantly, thoughts cut off quickly at the familiar sound of a gruff voice coming from the bedroom door way.

fuck.

you slowly twisted your neck, gazing over your shoulder at enjin with a scowl on your face. “i didn’t overdo shit-“ you winced at the feeling of your calf muscle tightening in the familiar way that it does when you get the most god-awful charlie-horse known to man.

“godd-“ you groaned loudly, whining as you reached down to grip your poor calf as it tightened up, the muscle spasming as you whined.

a laugh left enjin’s lips. carefully, the tall man moved, moving to sit down on the edge of the bed as he carefully pulled your aching leg into his body. he rubbed gentle circles into the skin of your calf, pouting childishly as he leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to it.

“maybe you’re getting old, y/n,” you swatted at enjin almost instantly. “i’m not getting old, enjin..” you huffed.

“you’ll feel like it if ya keep over working yourself the way you are.” his touches on her legs were light, almost like a feather as he continued to gently rub small circles into them. enjin meant well. perhaps he didn’t say the right things, or say what he meant with the right tone—but all he wanted was the best for you.

“my girls gotta relax…” his voice was soft as he leaned down, laying his head against the soft plush of your stomach as he continued to gently massage your calves. “you’re so tense…usually you ain’t even this tense after we’ve done fucked-“

your face flushed red at the zero shame enjin’s words had.

“don’t say that so loud-“

“why? ain’t nobody listenin’…not like rudo’s in the walls or somethin’.” you rolled your eyes at his poor joke about the poor boy.

“just keep massaging, enjin..” your words were soft as enjin sat up, carefully moving your body so that you lay on your stomach. he smiled a bit, moving behind your form to sit on the ends of your feet, both legs on either side as he leaned down to the small of your back, and applied a little pressure to your aching bones.

“always liked this position.” enjin’s voice seemed to drop low as he spoke, continuing to rub gentle circles into your aching body.

“really now?” your eyebrows raised just a bit, the ghost of a smile appearing on your face as you closed your eyes, letting out a soft moan, half for show and half for appreciation at the marvelous massage your loving boyfriend was giving you. “what makes you like it so much, enj…” your voice trailed off once you felt his large hands move down lower on your body; settling on the shape of your ass.

“easy access to your cunt, an’ your ass.” god, he was so straightforward with his words.

you could feel your panties dampen as you felt enjin’s hands gently massage your ass, you could feel his eyes on your body, staring at you, waiting for any indication for him to stop.

a few minutes passed before enjin slowly reached his hands down either side of your cleaner uniform skirt, before he tugged it down your legs, gently pulling the piece of cloth and your panties as well off, revealing your bare skin.

enjin raised an eyebrow. he could feel his cock hardening up as he raised his hand back, slapping your left ass cheek hard, before delivering the same service to the other one.

a moan left your lips at the mix of pain and pleasure; both feelings going straight to your now glistening core.

he smirked. “didja like that, baby?” god, he knew you loved it when he spanked you. he reeled his hand back again, delivering another spank to your ass before he leaned down, pressing a gentle kiss to each reddening print.

“yea…you love that, huh?” god, his voice alone was enough to make you cum.

“yes baby-“ your voice was soft as you spoke, face flushing as you wiggled your ass back just a little bit.

big hands moved under your stomach, moving you to be on your hands and knees as enjin lifted you up just a bit. he moved down, golden orbs inspecting the slick gathering at your lips.

“think i’ll have to take a bite of this, huh baby~?”

fuck.

in mere seconds, enjin’s face was between your thighs, licking up the slick that spilled from your pusst lips. his eyes rolled into the back of his head at the taste of you. fuck, you were so good.

a high-pitched moan left your lips, eyebrows furrowing in pleasure as you reached a hand back, grasping at the back of enjin’s head and forcing him deeper into your wet pussy.

he lapped hungrily, moaning to himself as he slurped up your taste. his lips found center around your clit, sucking it harshly into his mouth—nose practically buried in your cunt.

“fuck~ enj-“ he reached a hand up, slapping harshly at your ass, continuing his assault on your bare pussy.

when enjin got hungry, he got hungry.

you couldn’t interrupt him, or pull him away from your aching cunt even if you wanted to. he was like an animal in heat, not once leaving what he wanted.

your ass bounced back against enjin’s face, pussy grinding against his nose and mouth as he buried himself deeper; your juices practically oozing off of his chin as he dipped his tongue into your opening, he was practically tongue-fucking your cunt.

fuck, you felt like you were going to cum, and enjin could feel it. he could feel it in the way your walls tightened around his tongue as he continued to fuck your pussy with it, moving it in and out, in and out, over and over again. it felt so good; your legs were shaking as you continued to push back into enjin’s face, continuing to moan loudly as you felt the rush of your orgasm spill over you.

your mouth hung open, eyes rolling into the back of your head as enjin continued to slurp up his meal rather happily. he gave a few final kitten-licks before he finally pulled away from your shaking form.

a few minutes passed before big fingers found there way around your body, moving down to rub gentle circles into your clit. electricity moved through your body, shaking as you let out a jittery moan.

fuck, you could feel tears in your eyes.

all enjin had to do was eat your pussy and you were reduced to absolute slutty-ness. he knew that too. enjin wasn’t dumb.

“think you can take my cock, mommy?” your ears picked up the sound of a belt buckle being undone, lazy circles continued to get rubbed into your clit before enjin pulled away; moving to stand up by the bed and pull his pants and boxers off.

his cock sprung up, hitting the edge of his v-line. slick pre-cum dripped down his red tip as he gently stroked at his veiny cock.

no matter how many times you had taken enjin’s cock, it was always such a surprise to see how big it was all over again. you could feel your walls clench around nothing as enjin moved back onto the bed, moving to rest behind your body.

“didja hear me…? think you can take this cock, mommy?” his voice was low as he asked his question all over again.

you bit your lip, whining as you pushed your hips back against his cock, grinding your wet cunt against it with a loud moan. “please baby…please fill me up…take care of your girl..”

“yea? want me to take care of you and make you relax..?” he voice was soft as he rubbed the tip of his cock between your folds, biting his lip because of how warm and wet it was.

you let out sharp gasps each time his cockhead caught against your clit, god you looked so pitiful, practically begging for your cunt to be destroyed.

“yes baby…please, please please-“ a loud gasp left your lips at the feeling of enjin slamming his cock hard inside of your pussy.

you swear you could see stars.

“fuckkkk~ enjin!” you cried out, gasping as you moved back against his cock almost instantly , bouncing your ass back against it. fuck, you were doing all of the work for him!

enjin bit his bottom lip, leaning back as he watched your ass grind back against his hips, sinking his cock deeper and deeper into your pussy—fuck, was he in your stomach?

a large hand reached around, placing a hand on your lower stomach and pushing down, he smirked at the feeling of an imprint moving inside.

“ya feel me in your tummy, baby~?” he smiled as he felt you continue to move back against his cock, causing it to thrust in and out of your beautiful, tight pussy.

you moaned in response, gasping as you reached back. in an instant, enjin’s hands were grasping both of your wrists, pressing you down into the mattress as he fucked into your cunt hard, soft moans left his throat as he stared down, watching as his cockhead disappeared between the curve of your ass into your pussy.

fuck, you had enjin in such a damn chokehold.

you were his girl, and he knew that.

and he knew that you knew that as well with the way your pussy clenched so tightly around his thick cock.

his thrusts sped up, feeling your pussy continue to tighten around his dick, he grinned. “ya gonna cum baby~? gonna cum on my cock?” fuck, his voice waa so fucking hot.

you moaned once more in response, gasping loudly as you cried out. “enjin, fuck— r-right there! right there, right there!” oh fuck, enjin could feel his dick harden inside of you even more.

“yea? right there baby?” his thrusts abused that spot; a smirk growing on his face as he reached his left arm around your shoulders, and around your neck.

he locked your head into a headlock, pushing you back against him—choking you as he continued to fuck up into your spot.

“goddamn your pussy’s so fucking wet-“

“fuck..ur gonna milk my cock for everything baby~”

“gonna cum all up in that pussy..”

fuck, enjin’s words were so nasty—so hot. it didn’t take long for a loud moan to leave your lips, gasping, you came, hard on enjin’s cock.

a few more rough thrusts, and enjin followed after. hot ropes of cum shot out of his cock, right into your cunt.

your face was flushed red, body covered in sweat as you practically went limp in his hold. moving to lay you down, enjin carefully pulled out of your pussy, smiling, he moved to lay down right beside you.

“told ya you gotta relax…”

you rolled your eyes, hitting at his chest playfully, before curling up into him.

“..love you-“ your voice was soft, quiet as enjin carefully pulled the blanket on the bed over your naked bodies.

“you gotta watch yourself more, y/n~, you about fell over your own two feet silly!” heat rose to her face; backpack hanging off of her shoulder as two strong, long arms held you upright from hitting the sidewalk.

“leave my sister alone, satoru-“

a pout grew on the slightly older boys face, glasses drooping just a little bit down his nose as satoru gojo turned to stare at suguru geto. he wrinkled his nose up, sticking his tongue out as he carefully finished pulling you upright.

“be grateful that you’re amazing, strong friend saved her from scraping her poor little knees-“

bickering began, but in her mind, y/n had completely and totally zoned it out. her beautiful e/c eyes instead staring off into the distance—or rather, at the beautiful sight of satoru gojo.

even anxious pups need the moon.

i howl for you

i sing to you

i circle you.

everything was so simple back then. when it was just y/n tagging along between her brother and his friends silly antics, adventures and missions.

before she had lost suguru. her life felt like it had meaning. y/n never knew a moment of loneliness with suguru geto in her life. and she certainly didn’t know one either when satoru gojo took it upon himself to bring y/n into his own home, caring for her and watching over her—especially after the murder of her parents, and the disappearance of geto.

in a way; gojo’s care took form in love and romance. y/n was his, and he was hers.

often times he’d find himself staring; memorizing every little detail of y/n as if she were his moon. it was moments spent at night where satoru wondered just when…when could he stop all of this bloodshed; and live the life he wanted with her.

maybe satoru should have stopped the bloodshed sooner. as now, here he lay…crimson blood dripping from him as he stared up at the sky; once vibrant pupils turning so, so cold, as he listened to the wails of his beloved.

…he smiled.

“i guess i couldn’t protect her after all, suguru..”