ZaynySpeaks

If it were an opposite world, I wish it were true

The higher up, the lower i flew

The colder i got, the hotter i became

If my life was just an unlit flame

A heart that beats yet seems so still

The need to go on, not an iron will

If the sun could freeze and ice could shine

If every cloud could become a withered line

You would see the sorrow in my my smile

To have me walk this endless mile

Listen to me laugh and not see my pain

To hear the sanity of a man insane

I hold you close yet I push you so far

Like wishing upon a climbing star

Time will tell what you won't hear 

The furthest from the truth is never near

The closest to your heart you hide

Like the sands beneath the battered tide

I swim the years of days unspent

I hold the hand of one once lent

I've tasted the lips of forgotten time

I long for what shall not be mine

The anger deep within my soul

Is such that I cannot control

I feel the cold sun on my face

The hold of an empty embrace

The lies that I do not speak true

The truth that I behold is you

Tears that you will never see

A love always Meant for me

I grasp what I cannot hold

The beginning of the end, so I've been told

What I can, I cannot do

My epitome of love, My life is