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(where the world is quiet, the memories are loud, and love still lingers in the dark.)
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βYou said time would heal it, but itβs been months and I still canβt breathe without you.β
βYour side of the bedβs cold again β I stopped pretending youβd come back.β
βI thought deleting your number would help. It didnβt.β
βEvery love song sounds like a eulogy now.β
βI keep running into pieces of you in places I thought Iβd forgotten.β
βYou were supposed to stay. Why does everyone I love always leave?β
βThe worst part isnβt losing you β itβs learning to live like I never had you.β
βYou still haunt this place, even though you were never a ghost.β
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βItβs 3AM again, and Iβm still talking to the ceiling like it can answer me.β
βYou ever miss someone so much it makes you sick?β
βSleep doesnβt come easy when every dream ends with your name.β
βIβve been counting the hours since you left β I stopped at a thousand.β
βThereβs a bottle on the counter and your voice in my head. Guess itβs just another night.β
βIf I stay awake, I donβt have to dream about you.β
βYou promised me forever, and I canβt even get five hours of peace.β
βI forgot what silence sounded like before you left.β
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βSometimes I still reach for you before I remember youβre gone.β
βYou shouldβve seen how beautiful the sunrise was. You used to love that.β
βDo you think of me, or did I disappear the moment I walked away?β
βI canβt tell if I miss you, or the person I was when you loved me.β
βWe were supposed to grow old together. Now I just feel old.β
βI found the letter you never sent. It hurts more now than it would have then.β
βYouβre the echo that wonβt fade.β
βEvery time I close my eyes, I see the moment you stopped loving me.β
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βAnother night, another cup of coffee that tastes like regret.β
βThe city feels different at night β lonelier, somehow.β
βIf youβre going to break my heart, at least stay long enough to see it happen.β
βYou canβt fix me with late-night words and morning apologies.β
βI keep rewriting the last thing I shouldβve said to you.β
βItβs funny β I still set two mugs out of habit.β
βEvery conversation feels half-finished without you.β
βThe streetlight outside keeps flickering β like itβs trying to remind me Iβm not alone.β
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βI didnβt stop loving you. I just stopped believing it mattered.β
βI thought I could hate you. Turns out, I can only miss you.β
βI keep your message unread so I can pretend you still care.β
βEvery time I try to move on, I find your ghost waiting for me.β
βI wish I could forget the way you said my name.β
βYou broke my heart gently β like you thought it would hurt less that way.β
βItβs easier to forgive you than to stop loving you.β
βDo you ever lie awake wondering if we couldβve saved it?β
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βIf youβre listening, Iβm still here β same room, same pain.β
βThe nightβs too quiet. It knows what Iβve lost.β
βSome part of me still hopes youβll knock on the door.β
βMaybe I was the problem all along.β
βThe stars donβt shine the same since you left.β
βI told myself I was over you, but the dark doesnβt believe me.β
βYou were the calm before every storm Iβve had since.β
βEven the moon looks tired of watching me grieve.β