My Thoughtsq

I recently got into a little argument with someone on instagram. I told him that Israel has never started a war. I thought telling him to research it himself would be enough… I was wrong. He thought he got me by telling me to send like proof. I sent him about 5-6 articles. He hasn’t responded yet which fills me with much joy.

I can’t help but just worry. I wish I didn’t worry. It’s the beginning of summer and all I can think about I’m going to be starting school soon. I’m not, I know I’m not, but I do this every year. I have these panic attacks. My mom also recently told me about how she wants us to go on vacation in two weeks. I told her I’ll need to tell my job and I don’t know if we can do. I feel so god damn HORRIBLE for this, I have no clue why. I can’t but just feel this ache in my heart and all I want to do is cry.

Recently I think I’ve been egotistical. But I dunno, everything going on in the world I think I need just for me a little focus on me.

I seriously don’t understand how all of these people supposedly for human rights are alright yelling out, “intifada revolution.” It proves they don’t have one SINGLE clue about what they are talking about, because if you really were for human rights there would not be one chant of an intifada. Instead it’s you guys following this trend. It’s DISGUSTING

I personally believe that all charities supposedly contributing to Gaza aren’t actually aiding Gaza, instead are funding Hamas. There is no proof of where this money is going, there are millions of millions of millions of money going out to these people yet they are still starving. While Hamas somehow finds ways to get more and more rockets, weapons, food, supplies, every day. Last time Gazans held elections they elected Hamas as their governing officials, meaning that Hamas is the government, a terrorist organization. I think Hamas is pocketing the money.