I'm gonna change the world.

Everything is such an emotional rollercoaster right now I know I’m doing what’s best for my child and I but oh my god it hurts it hurts so bad and sitting here at 4 am at my parents alone on the couch thinking about how my child is gonna spend half their time away from me now and I’m already an very anxious person and they’re only 4 they won’t understand quite yet why things are gonna be this way now

I’m exhausted and drained I just feel like shit how the fuck do people break up with someone and not give a damn cause leaving my child’s father after being with him for 9 years is an emotional rollercoaster I needed to do it I need to heal and focus on me and my child but fuck it hurts when the person you love just wouldn’t step up the way you needed them to 🥺😔

I’m so tired and drained my head is killing me my kid is waking back up which means it’s gonna be a long night of up and down I can feel it

I’m exhausted and my heads been pounding for a couple hours now