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i am both “fast replier” and “never replies” type of person, it depends on my mood.
TRACY CHAPMAN, rolling stone #535 (september 1988)
maybe it won’t work out but maybe seeing if it does will be the best adventure ever

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have you ever noticed you pick up little habits and phrases from the people you love? it’s no wonder our hearts are so easily broken when people leave. we become a reflection of the people that we care about and those personality traits stick with us even if the people don’t
You can't go back and change the beginning but you can start where you are and change the ending.
— C.S. Lewis
no alcohol in this flask girl this is miso soup

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Francesco Frizzera
this is so deep
That’s real
Yes yes yes
it’s happening. i’m fearful.
so there is this girl. excuse me, woman who i am falling so hard for. my biggest fear initially was that this was going to come off as a rebound but it couldn’t be further from that.
i constantly think about her and my soul aches when we are apart. i think it’s bc she’s my soulmate. i feel as i have been in love before, or maybe even just comfortable of the thought of love but this time it’s so different — and feels right. i only want to be a better me so we can be a better us. i’ve said for the longest that i wanted to be whole before dating again and trying to be someone’s better half when all along… I just needed her. she completes me. spaces i thought were null and void have became some of the most vibrant spots in my life thanks to this beautiful individual. i literally am falling in love with this girl and it terrifies me. she assures that she won’t hurt me but i fear drifting apart. letting someone into my space again.. literally knocking down the wall i spent 3 years building up with each time we hug, kiss, make love, laugh, cuddle, just talking. the way i can just stare at her in total darkness but sensing the bright spot in between our entangled bodies. the love radiates enough to match the energy the two of us are releasing.
i’m honestly terrified of loving again, bc i know how hard i love. but for her.. i’d risk it.
LMAO. AND TODAY/yesterday begins our ‘break’ —and at 10:29 on 9/27 I’m stating I don’t believe we will ever come back from this. Today, you broke up with me and you’ll go back to who you were before me🤷🏾♀️.
Today begins my journey of self reflection and realizing this is not for me. This is not at all what I want. Nor it’s what I need.
It’s shit like this that makes me feel like I should never ‘be out’ because I’d do all this for one person and then end up without this person and family-less? at this point is unfathomable. I should have started putting myself first a long fucking time ago. This never fails— how can one person decide it all on a relationship. I don’t understand how someone can go cold turkey on an entire 17.. nearly 18 month long relationship when you see that person every day and sleep beside them every night. You constantly state we should move in together but wtf would we do in this damn situation huh? I think you’re super fucking selfish. I think you want to see me hurt and ache. Hurt people hurt people - and sad to say I wholeheartedly believe that is what you’re doing right now. I’d send you this ranting but you’d just leave me on delivered. The folks you’re talking shit about me to are the same ones who you’ve said can just up and ignore you and get on your nerves but you’ll have them convinced that I’m the bad guy in this situation. You only see what you want to see, you’ll give everyone a got damn second chance but the one person who has loved you unconditionally from jump. You have “friends” who will literally bluntly ignore you that you run back to over and over again. We’re not healthy because you want to control me. You don’t see that though. Honestly, fuck you but thank you for letting me go.
I haven’t been on here in so long.. my bio says 22. But I’m def 24. Good to be back.

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do i deserve back pain at this age