Yzel

Me having that regret wherein I knew I should've done better but here we are again another missed opportunity just because I'm distracted picking up the pieces where I left off.

Crazy world rn people all have views and beliefs different from each other but remember as much as possible we gotta avoid violence.

When you were a little kid playing on your own then suddenly you got asked to come play with another kid but you hesitated and saying I don't know what you guys play so I don't want to play but you were told just come and just follow what someone says and come play with us and so you went along and followed their rules and just basically played along with whatever they were playing. Then that time they got scolded they pointed fingers at you, so basically they made you the fall guy so they don't get scolded and it's easy to put blame on you coz you are the hated one coz you talk back. There's always a commotion in the house so this came up and ofc I talked back and said every single detail and yet I get the blame. Isn't this suppose to be the other way around? Logically I am the one who needs to complain but I'm the one who didn't, is it because everything is biased from the start? This story that people have been using, people are quick to judge and make assumptions just proves they have agendas. I should've not let this go from the start but yea I was a kid back then I guess I'm not thinking like I would now. Always the bad guy in their stories but never looked at their actions that made me react.

thinking if I should go continue to blog whatever that comes up