Yushidoo Anime Journey !

Today i kind of gain a consciousness about what i am doing or how i am doing i only have 1 yr to a most i probably have 10 months and in those 10 months i should have a portfolio ready now things happens to me that never lets me get started but u guess its kind of my fault today i came to realisation and then i wanted to apply that today but couldn't and then i trued applying Tommorow and Tommorow i need to go get admission kind of bad journey i am going through idk whata even point of writing but its good to keep the process and progress imso that you can look back and see like i saw 2024 posts here and feeling ashamed that i didn't improved at all

So today for drawing i just practiced the line quality practice from the youtuber StudioYAart i have been doing it for like an 3 days and yep my lines are improving then i thought today i ll atleast make rough for the berserk one but i didn't cause because of my laziness then i did wrote the titke for rough econte for the animation i am going to working i yester put the title here so i learned kinda how i can conquer this laziness basically the thing about our brain is thst he already know because of our habits he knows that there is no point of doing this goal because it will not be completed or started so or brain just doesn't focus subconsciously on that it just tries avoid it anyhow by making our body heavier so how to deal with that well start small like now i am experiencing that cause now its 11 pm i was thinking in evening that ill work on frieren after 10 30 but yep the laziness and all the reasons kick in i went to washroom and this trick click so i thought it would be messy to just got to tablet i would be huge so lets write all of our art releted and lazy theory here and start this from here so yeah that was it

Today i just did little bit of drawing practice line weights and the accuracy just did timepass shame on me

Unraveling a frayed heart

Didn't do too much today though i decided a goal for myself today so going to be working on that today i just practiced i should not called that as practice i did kind of procastianation today but which is bad but i was also getting that thing so i guess that simplifies it well want to work hard Tommorow leta see