Completely IRRELEVANT to anyone on here but I thought hey, its already 2018 your old as shit why don’t I put my thoughts out there in how my life is going since.
Yeah I am, because my departure for Japan and China was supposed to be for this month, unfortunately when I rescheduled my flights from last year were misinterpreted SOMEHOW and set my schedule for 2019 instead. I did throw a fit to them about this but eventually Ive calmed down and just managed things like an adult, took 5 phone calls but I managed to lower my expensives on my stay there because of this.
September 13 for 7 days ill be staying in Beijing and Shanghai
September 20 Ill finally arrive in Japan Ill be visiting Osaka, Kyoto, MTkoya,Hakone and Tokyo until the 28th and extending my stay until Oct.8
SO YES i will be In Japan for Halloween season month which has been my dream will be trying all Halloween themed cafes and food It would've been better to stay for actual Halloween but not like its a big holiday for them in general to care.
I was really bummed about this set back but not the type to beat around the bush jotted all the positives:
More spending money to save
More time for me to learn Japanese (going back to school for that btw)
my car should be payed off by the end of the year.
More time for me to reach my weight goal (purposely for a tattoo ill be getting over there)
Basically I just have more money and opportunities to do things, I might even go to conventions and cosplay something I've always wanted to go for and now have the money to do.
Ive been pushing myself to bring back my passion more than just doodle garbage been pushing for finished good illustrations, Ive been posting quite a bit and growing on insta until some prick started reporting all my drawings so I have to start from scratch again which is a shame because I grew a decent enough audience to finally work on some shirt and pin designs Ecchi and NUDE work is a difficult genre to go for without getting reported every while. Going to keep going tho.
You've accomplished alot:
One thing I’m so terrible at is giving myself a break and allowing myself to be proud of the things Ive done. Always been very hard on myself though, Ive done much more than what some people would with their lifes I feel for my age.
Ive gone to Ireland, gotten to experience living on my own with my wonderful friends and roomates( I love you Robert and Hector thank you for giving an opportunity like this.) Cant wait to save and be fully on my own tho<3 house is definitely a future goal of mine.
Not bad at all life has been really good to me for the past 4 years I think the only time I hit my lowest is when my brother was struggling with his life nearly everyday after his many surgery's. I so HAPPY and relieved he is doing so much better.
Even tho I only see them once a month or so they understand me and couldn't ask for more<3 we are all busy bees now but I love you no less nor miss you less guys.
I AM SO HAPPY to have baby Ciara back in my life I love you so much Ciara you are my literal soulmate. Maybe its over dramatic and cheesy but I always felt a big whole in my heart with out you in my life for that short while, Im just happy we are talking again bb. Shouldn't have let garbage ideas in my head to think like you owed me an explanation for anything it was selfish, childish and pathetic. I'm happy you are still apart of my life💕
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