sophia

crazy how so many of your experiences as a girl are shaped based on whether you are perceived as attractive or not

me @ my last brain cell

it really pisses me off how easy it is to get sad and then how long and hard it is to get happy again like what the fuck man thats not fair

i scare people lots because i walk very softly and they don’t hear me enter rooms so when they turn around i’m just kind of there and their fear fuels me

maxence is really this shy and anxious person who wears all black most days, impulsively cuts all his hair off, shares his favorite songs on instagram and gets excited about the weirdest and dumbest things. and I have never related more to someone because I am all of those things as well

no offense but i’m literally starving for affection but when people give it to me i can’t accept it as valid because i’m worried i’ve manipulated their perception of me by only portraying myself a certain way and feeling like this portrayal of myself is an imposter and makes me disingenuous and not deserving of the affection they give me.

we need carbs and we need fats and we need proteins and honestly fuck diet culture for normalizing malnourishment 

sharpay was right: this is not what i want. this is not what i planned. and i just gotta say. i Do Not understand