it had been half an hour. both of your fabrics were scattered across the wooden flooring while you lied bare with romance's head settled between your legs. your digits tightly clasped the bedding underneath you for relief as your moans unified with the vibrations of the sex toy that pressed to your womanhood by his hand.

❛ i can't, ❜ you breathed out as you weakly hoisted your head & opened your eyes to glimpse at his visage. he exhibited a neutral expression in contrast to your weariness. at the moment of your protest, you took note of the smirk that tugged at the corner of his brims.

❛ yes, you can, my love, ❜ he cooed & tilted his head ever so slightly. ❛ look at how your body trembles at just the touch of this thing. would you say that it feels better than my fingers? ❜

using the small amount of energy that you had within yourself, you denied his claim with a shake of your head.

❛ does it feel good, at least? ❜ he whispered & you nodded before throwing your head backwards to release a guttural moan. he purred at your sounds & praised, ❛ that's my girl, ❜ before pressing his mouth to your cunt.

you could feel his tongue, darting to lap at your wet folds while the vibration was rousing your clitoris. you choked on your whines & pierced your teeth into your bottom lip to suppress any further noises. normally, he would oppose your efforts to stifle yourself from the pleasure that he provided, but he knew that this case would be different. he knew that you wouldn't be able to silence yourself for long, thanks to the excessive stimulation.

❛ oh, god— ❜ you gasped. your hands shifted towards his hair & your fingers tangled into his rosy locks, prompting him to groan against you. ❛ fuck, fuck, fuck. it's too much. ❜

but you didn't want him to stop. internally, you craved for more. you craved him.

with romance suddenly retreating, you whimpered at the absence of his oral service before his index & middle fingers sunk into you, pumping at a vigorous pace & drawing a sob & a chain of curses from your cords.

❛ that's it. you're doing so well, my love. ❜ he was genuinely in awe at the sight of your spasming figure. dazed, even. he could do this all night, if it meant that he'd be able to witness your (extremely) fucked out state over & over again.

❛ i'm so close, ❜ you bawled out, tearing him from his vulgar mind. ❛ i'm going to cum—! ❜

❛ yeah? fuck, ❜ he exhaled & fastened the rate of his fingers into your hole while the vibrator's impact remained fixed. ❛ be a good girl & cum for me. don't hold back. ❜

your eyes sealed shut as you concentrated on chasing your release. it wasn't until you felt his mouth return to your slick that caused the string within you to finally sever, provoking your orgasm & a spurt of fluids. your body jerked at each squirt against his face & you cried out in both satisfaction & shame. he moaned into your wetness & glimpsed at you from below. gods, he looked gorgeous when his face was coated in your juices.

all motions from his fingers, tongue, & the sex toy ceased at last. he slowly pulled himself away from you & lifted himself, presenting his naked build in full.

❛ do you think that you can handle one more for me? ❜

jinu hovered over your bare figure that lied atop of the soft mattress. while one hand rested beside you to maintain his balance, the other caressed your bounded wrists above your head. a black fabric was pushed between your teeth, deterring your ability to speak. you were at least fortunate enough to be able to witness the beauty of his nude build. he could've easily restricted your vision, but he chose not to. he wanted you to witness what he could do to you.

❛ i hate to say it, but you were less tolerable today, ❜ he whispered as he lowered his head, inching towards your face. ❛ if you needed my attention, you could've said so. ❜

you whimpered into the gag & slowly shook your head. with a raise of his brow, his head tilted to the side. ❛ no? you don't want my attention? ❜

of course, you did. how could you not? with every second that he spent that was away from you, due to his occupation as an idol, you missed him. you were a needy one. even now, that didn't change.

❛ that's what i thought. ❜ as if he could read your mind. ❛ don't worry, you have my attention. you always did. ❜

you could feel his warm breath as his lips brushed against your jawline before gliding towards your neck. he paused to plant a kiss to your collarbone, then dragged his brims to your bare chest. oh, how he had the audacity to glance upwards at you with his hooded, lovestruck gaze whilst doing so. if it weren't for the restraints, you would've attempted to flip your positions & devour him whole.

❛ & if you want more, well, ❜ he chuckled & hoisted his upper body from you, allowing you to finally gander at his erect shaft, ❛ you'll have to behave from now on. can you do that for me? ❜ your eyes lingered for far too long before lifting to meet his. from there, you nodded your head without much hesitation. ❛ that's a good girl. ❜

your digits lightly skimmed the texture of the cloth that restrained you after jinu's hand retreated from your appendage to reposition at your waist. he firmly grasped your form & pulled you towards him. you peered downwards at how his length teased your wet folds, eliciting a muffled cry from you. a smirk tugged at the corner of his lips while observing your struggle.

❛ you're so greedy, ❜ he sighed out as he proceeded to grind his hardened member against you. ❛ you're lucky that i am, too. ❜ a grunt slipped from his throat when your hips lifted from the bedding to mirror his motion, but his hold tightened to cease you in place. he didn't say a word. he didn't need to. the golden glint in his eyes were enough to command you to behave & you did. you shouldn't push his limits. not tonight.

once you stilled, his palm descended from your side to grip his cock, tilting it to prod at your hole & coat the tip with your fluids in the process. you whined in distress as he slowly circled your entrance, until his head gradually sunk into you at last. a moan broke free from your cords & your eyes rolled at each inch that drove into you. he released an audible groan when he bottomed out, followed with a long exhale. the two of you stalled to adjust—him to your tightness, you to his size—before he briefly withdrew & slammed into you, drawing another outcry.

your stifled noises echoed into the dim bedroom, intertwined with the repeated clapping of skin on skin & pounding from the bedframe to the wall. your vision fluctuated between his weary expression & the erotic sight of his member that plunged into you. regardless of where you looked, it nudged you closer to your peak.

but gods, if only you could touch him.

your hands would rest at his shoulders as he pistoned into you. one would drag to his chest, settling to feel his rapid heartbeat that harmonized with the pace of his thrusts. you would cup his face in your palms & rend him into a rich, wet kiss while his momentum remained steady, never faltering.

but you couldn't. that was your punishment & in a way, it was also his.

every person's interpretation of your impediment varied throughout the years. the early days were the most ruthless with kids being kids: unfiltered. when you spoke, they would briefly attempt to suppress their laughter, only to give in to the mocking. from then, you vowed to silence yourself to prevent any escalation of the harassment.

as everyone aged, their business was kept to themselves & your insecurity was the least of their worries. you eventually managed to meet companions who were patient enough to understand your words & you as a whole. with every interaction, they assisted in your improvement.

still, you had a bit of a way to go.

while you were lost in thought, you failed to notice that xavier now stood beside you, eyeing you with curiosity. it wasn't until he queried, ❛ what are you hiding from? ❜ that suspended your pondering & you leaped from him with a yelp.

❛ xa… xavier! ❜ you breathed out in a whisper. ❛ what are you… doing here? ❜

❛ i'm looking for a new hoodie. ❜ his overall demeanor was calmly casual in contrast to your effort to ease yourself from the shock. he tilted his head. ❛ are you okay? ❜

❛ …i'm fine. ❜ your gaze averted whilst you pursed your brims tight. you were prepared to flee from his presence as you could sense the unnecessary stress that was building within you, but the thought dissolved at his simple request.

❛ do you want to help me? ❜

it began with nonverbal motions while xavier initiated most of the talking. he didn't dare to pry or pressure you into speaking, nor did he force you to explain your condition. in fact, your silence was somewhat alleviating, due to how often he was surrounded by noise.

he was typically the reserved one who only spoke when spoken to. even then, it drained him of his energy to just open his mouth.

when you allowed yourself to enunciate short words, you noticed how the corners of his lips curled ever so slightly. his inaudible praise encouraged you to vocalize your thoughts, but of course, your stammering never completely ceased.

it wasn't as if he minded, though.

xavier extended an arm towards the hanger that held a navy blue hoodie with a minimal design on the very front. hooking it over his index, he presented the piece to you. ❛ what do you think of this one? ❜

as you observed the fabric, you hummed in contemplation & tilted your head. ❛ do you think that they have it in white? i don't think… that… the color suits you. ❜

he spared a glance to the apparel. ❛ should i ask if they do? ❜

you're uncertain of what exactly possessed you to offer such an idea, but you suggested with enthusiasm, ❛ i can do it. ❜ it didn't take long for the regret to settle in & take over your confidence, but you forced yourself to commit for the purpose of aiding him & pushing your limits for improvement.

you seized the hanger from his hold & promptly strolled to the cashier's station where the employee stood. their head lifted to heed your presence that was in need of assistance.

❛ will that be it for you today? ❜ they asked under the presumption that you were prepared to check out.

your mouth fell open to speak, but nothing came of, other than ah's & uh's. ❛ well, i… no… ❜ you managed to utter. ❛ i was wondering… this thing… do you— ❜

your words cut short. the item in your grasp was slowly sinking & you could feel even yourself succumbing to the defeat. meanwhile, they peered at you with confusion written over their visage. their frustration was grimly evident.

before they could further address you, xavier leaned over. his digit pointed to the pullover & he questioned, ❛ do you have this in another color? preferably white. ❜

the cashier blinked twice before their expression eased into neutral. ❛ oh! yes, we do. did you want it in that color instead? ❜

❛ yes, please. ❜

❛ give me one moment, then. ❜ they turned on their heels & traveled towards what the two of you assumed to be the storage room. as they vanished from your sight, your eyes fluttered shut whilst you emitted a relieved sigh.

❛ i… i'm sorry, ❜ you murmured. ❛ i don't know what… happened. ❜

❛ you don't have to apologize. ❜ xavier's palm rested upon your shoulder with his thumb kneading gently at your skin to soothe you. ❛ it happens. you did your best. ❜

you swore that your heart skipped a beat at his reassurance. the two of you exchanged soft smiles in silence as you awaited for the person to return.

the transaction was complete with little to no struggle, thanks to his aid. as you departed from the establishment, he halted to stand beside you & express his gratitude for assisting him.

❛ i… i didn't do much, really! ❜ your head shook in denial & waved your hands. ❛ you helped me more than… i did for you. ❜

❛ well, let's just say that we helped each other & call it a day, then, ❜ he grinned. that damn smile of his. it was like an arrow that pierced through your chest.

❛ i'll see you. ❜ xavier's figure swung to diverge from your stance, but you exclaimed, ❛ wa… wait—! ❜

his steps stilled & he turned his head, glancing over his shoulder. ❛ what is it? did you need something? ❜

a sharp inhale was drawn. ❛ do you… ❜ you whispered as the blood crept to your cheeks. eyelids sealed & eyebrows scrunched, hinting at your struggle, until you eventually blurted, ❛ do you want to… get coffee together? ❜

hearing your proposal, his entire body spun to face you once more. he chuckled in response. ❛ let's go, then. ❜

❛ 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐒𝐀𝐅𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊. ❜ ・ jinu is a soft dominant. while that man is railing you from the back, balls deep & pulling your head back to whisper into your ear, only affirmations & reassurances slip from his tongue. ❛ yeah? do you like that? ❜ rhetorical question, jinu. i love it & i love you. ・ a demon's stamina equals to round after round after round. if you have the libido of a rabbit, the night might genuinely never end for the two of you. ・ he does make a few grunts here & there with his dirty talk, but his focus is on hearing you make those sounds for him. it's quite literally music to his ears. if you're quiet, he may assume that he's not doing well, so don't contain yourself. ・ he is an aftercare god. after climax, he stills himself to ensure that you're well (other than being in physical pain from getting dicked down by him). after reassuring him, he'll pull out & begin with grabbing a wet towel to clean you (he'll always prioritize you over him). don't worry, he's got a glass of water for you, too. stay hydrated. ・ depending on the remaining energy that you have, he'll either run the bathtub for you, or he'll tuck you in & allow for you to rest.

❛ so, about that date… ❜ you muttered as you rested your head atop of rafayel's chest while the two of you lied on the sofa. your index was circling his forearm rather nervously.

❛ …we should probably cancel it. ❜

he fell silent & stilled in place. your finger's motion ceased as well & you shifted yourself to study his reaction. to no surprise, he was visibly displeased.

❛ just say that you hate me, ❜ he wailed & attempted to push himself from you. of course, he would immediately jump to that conclusion if you were to turn something down. it was somewhat understandable, but he didn't even bother to hear the reasoning yet.

❛ rafayel, no—i'm saying that we should cancel it because i don't have money! ❜

his squirming halted & his expression swiftly altered. his eyes were glistening with joy; a complete contrast to earlier's outburst. ❛ wait, you were going to pay? ❜

❛ …on second thought, we will go on that date & you will pay. ❜

❛ that's… how it always has been, yeah. ❜

sylus eased himself from leaning against the motorcycle & proceeded to approach you with grace. his palms lifted to roam the sides of your figure whilst his eyes silently devoured your display.

❛ sylus, ❜ you called his name, interrupting his train of thought & wandering gaze, ❛ i probably shouldn't even go out tonight. ❜

he tilted his head. ❛ & why is that? ❜ there was already a tinge of dissatisfaction in his voice, but he prepared himself to reason with you.

❛ i don't have money. ❜

his brows furrowed & his eyes squinted ever so slightly at your excuse before forcing laughter. ❛ you've never had to pay anyways. now, come on. we have a reservation. ❜

❛ i'm being serious! i don't have much m— ❜

❛ reservation. time is ticking. ❜ you sighed in defeat & followed him to the vehicle.

thus, one night called for an experiment. the two of you lied in the bed of jinu's bedroom in the saja boys' penthouse. his arms snaked around you, drawing you close & pressing your back to his chest. his eyes fluttered shut as he deeply inhaled your scent. gods, it was intoxicating, really. you, an ordinary human, had that effect on him.

sweet nothings were whispered into your ear with the exchanges of quiet laughter until you eventually dozed off. he noticed it when he queried about something & you weren't verbal, only breathing softly in response. silence was quick to fill the air of the room & he let it pass for seconds, minutes… but he was impatient.

slowly, jinu's palm glided along your side before shifting to cup the flesh of your bottom. he paused at the moment that you emitted a noise, but he was swift to resume his motion & gently knead at your clothed skin. it didn't take long for him to grow frustrated at the fabric's barrier, speaking for both you & him. his member was practically begging to be released from his slacks & he craved the contact between his touch & your bare self.

his hold briefly retracted from you to strip himself from his pants with his boxers following with. his cock stood large & tall, red & furious at the tip. he grasped at his member & proceeded to stroke himself at a gradual pace, releasing an audible groan before fangs pierced his bottom lip to suppress any further cries. after a few seconds that seemed like centuries, his hand loosened & returned to your hip. his digit hooked over the hem of your bottoms to tug downwards, enough for your rear to be in view. he cursed under his breath at the sight.

he couldn't wait any longer.

again, jinu's appendage made contact with his hardened member to vigorously stroke before seeking your hole. he eased his shaft into your entrance & exhaled at each inch that sunk into you. your mouth parted to pass a moan & your brows furrowed at the sudden intrusion. yet, you remained asleep while he struggled to catch his breath once you were full of him.

at last, he moved.

he began at a slow pace, of course. he wanted to make the most of it; the most of you & being inside of you. each thrust elicited a yelp from you & your noises were enough to stimulate him further. he dragged his length outwards until only his tip rested within & finally, he shoved himself forward. your eyes shot wide & you gasped at the harsh motion. somehow, you managed to sputter his name through the ramming of his dick against your ass & he groaned in response.

❛ you're awake? ❜ jinu breathed out & slowed his tempo. his head lifted to glance at the side of your visage, making note of your flushed state. as you nodded your head, he chuckled & pressed his lips to your neck, peppering kisses along your skin. ❛ i'm sorry. i couldn't help myself. ❜

your wordless grinding on him was both arousing & reassuring, causing his momentum to surge. your hole was once more met with brutal advances & the room was filled with nothing more than the slapping of bare skin against each other with harmonized moans of both you & your lover.

dirty praises escaped his tongue, steadily pushing you to the edge. ❛ you're doing so well, taking my cock like this. i want to fill you up so bad. ❜ when you tightened at his wanton words, he sneered. ❛ you'd like that, wouldn't you? tell me. do you want me to fill you up to the brim, baby? ❜

your head nodded with haste. ❛ please, please, please—! ❜

❛ i hear you, ❜ he whispered in a low voice. ❛ don't worry. ❜

even through the exchanging of words, the velocity of jinu's thrusts failed to falter. you swore to yourself that you could feel your own guts quite literally being rearranged with the pace that he set for the two of you. perhaps that was simply because of the fact that he was a demon. it would be impossible to get this kind of satisfaction with another human.

the twitching of his cock gestured the nearing of his release. you were close, too. he could tell. he could feel it. he was determined to achieve your climax before his very own, urging you with the return of his vulgar murmurs.

❛ be good for me & give it to me. ❜ his teeth grazed along the lobe of your ear. ❛ cum for me. ❜

your eyes sealed & your jaw dropped to draw out a whine as you followed through with his request—no, his demand. a breathless laughter slipped from him, followed by grunts that intertwined with the piston motion of his hips until he reached his peak.

jinu deeply buried himself within your hole & stilled as ribbons of warm cum painted your insides. you sighed out & whimpered, eyes rolling to the back of your head with every second that you were filled as he promised. when all was done & through, he remained in position. he didn't want to pull out. not yet.

he hummed & squeezed your side, attracting a wail from you. while your body was sensitive from the activity, he was already prepared for a second round. however, a human's stamina couldn't fairly be compared to a demon's. he'll let you rest for now.

❛ 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒. ❜ ・ angst / fluff. ・ mlm / mlw / wlw. ・ erotica / not safe for work / smut. ⠀⠀・ dominant / submissive. ⠀⠀・ dubious consent. ⠀⠀・ somnophilia (as this is a personal trauma kink of mine).

❛ 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐇𝐈𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒. ❜ ・ abuse. ・ ageplay. ・ illegal age gaps. ・ incest / stepcest. ・ scat / waterworks. ・ underage.

ⓘ this list is subjected to change over the course of time. if i ignore your request, there is a chance that it fell under the following list of prohibited themes.