SonnySmiles :)

I'm reopening this blog, I miss all my peeps I follow on this one. Today has been a good day so far soon I'll go and read for awhile then walk home and have a nice vegan supper. Any suggestions?

I know it has been along time since I was active, I was hermiting for awhile there but I'm starting to get my life back together. Things are going to be better this year I am dedicated to making this my first full good year. I will focus on being happy and healthy and not being so worried about life and about what I look like. I still want to get healthy and I still want to become at least vegetarian for now, but I will do these things in a safe way that will harm no one. I hope everyone had an amazing holiday season and that it was filled with family, friends and love.  

So I went to church this morning for the first time in almost two years. Today is the day that I realized that I need God. I need God and I need Jesus and I need to start praying and walking in the light. I need to heal and in order to heal I have to give myself to Jesus our Lord.

I'm spending as much time as I can at the library this week. I am hoping to avoid food. And that means being out of the house. I will start Saturday with a light soup to break my fast. Today has been good so far, I actually have quire a lot of energy right now.

Fine. Then find better. because I'M NOT IT.

I'm aloud to not talk to someone. Plain and simple.

My bad eating habits are going to stop. There is no reason for me to starve and there is no reason why I can't eat healthy. Today I had a total of 938calories. My goal for today is 1500 max. This is a healthy restriction. Not too much, not too few. And it keeps me feeling mostly satisfied. I'm going for a walk later with my sister and yeah.

When the new year begins I plan on starting bullet journaling. I need a way to organize my time and it looks effective.