angel

hhwowcan yyio hhurt mmecocntinuuossely aandknow it aa ndnthen jjust ssya yuo aarent

yyui hhoww ccaan iievene ttrusstyuo wwhne yyuossya yyuo love me

iidod)ft knniw iif iitsjjsust aaapart oor mmey eentirrlry

Anywho I hope youre doing alright! 😋

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so divine and pure , painted a snow white that is so blinding you're nearly cold to the touch . and your feathers ruffle like a wave in the ocean , a beauty laid in bone and skin .

your smile is too divine to see , and i often wish you only ever smiled at me , that i would have captured your lips before anyone else dared to look

and that your heart , so golden and nourished yet too big for that supple chest . why must you be so divine , yet doted so poorly ? why must all the others have treated your skin like rubber the way their hands stain you with dirt and mud ?

and why are you mine ? why must i deserve you ? to care for this beautiful , whole angel , all mine .

there has to be a catch , but no . all i see is all consumating .

i hope you're sleeping well 🖤

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ddoes tthere need to b a rreason? my eentire bbeing is yours mylove , n tthatwill never change >.<

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yyuor ccarvd iinto mmysoul. mylife . mmybody m ppleas rreassur mm iim iimsso sscard

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