Forbidden thoughts. Things To love.

W came back to the bed and stopped right in front of it. “Kneel down babygirl!” He said while pointing to his feet. I got up and kneeled down in front of him. My arms crossed behind my back, legs spread, chin up. My lips opened a little. He grabbed my chin, tilting it up a little further. His thump trailing my lips, resting between them. I lightly sucked it in. Twirling my tongue around it. His eyes got a shade darker.

“Look at you. Such a pretty little slit for me. Stay there and don’t move!” I nodded and tilted my head to the floor. He slapped me. “Did I tell you to move? And since when don’t you answer when I tell you something?” “I’m sorry sir.” I answered fast. “I’ll stay here sir! Should I lower my head for you sir?” “No. I want you to look at me!” “Ok sir!” My anticipation grew more. W was in a playful mood. Something I really enjoyed.

I kept quiet. I didn’t move and fixed my eyes on him. My panties got wetter with every second. My cheek still stinging from his slap.

@wastedbuthotgamerboy took his time. He rolled another joint, searched for new music and grabbed himself a drink. „Are you thirsty little slut?“ he asked. „Yes. A little sir!“ he stood up and paused in front of me. He took a big sip out of his drink. Smiling down on me, making a show out of his drink. „hmmm… mine tastes great. Wanna taste babygirl?“ „yes please sir.“ I answered. He took another sip and lifted my chin up. He parted my lips with his thump and lowered his head. Then he let the drink flow into my mouth. „Swallow!“ he ordered. I did as told and opened my mouth to show him that it was gone.

He kept this game up til the drink was finished. I grew goosebumps cause I got a little cold. But I didn’t make any noises. I promised myself some time ago to be the perfect play doll and sub he could find. And I got better everytime we played.

W grinned. „Good Girl. Now your pretty mouth is perfectly wet too. I think I can put that to good use.“ He stepped back and got out of his pants. There was a little wet spot noticeable on the front of his trunks. My eyes followed his every movement. Then he stepped out of his trunks. His thick cock springing free. Almost fully hard and already leaking. I desperately wanted to bite my lips and move forward. But I wanted to be obedient so I stayed in my place.

He stepped in front of me. His cock right in front of me. I could see every vein and the little drop of precum. I swear I have never seen a more beautiful cock then his.

„Someone is getting needy.“ he said. „What can I do about this? …. Oh I know. Open your mouth slut!“ I did as told and he pushed himself inside immediately. I swallowed half his cock before I chocked a little. He started to fuck my mouth slowly. Getting deeper with every thrust. My tongue played a little with his cock,drool started to drip from my mouth. My eyes watered more and more with every thrust. As he could reach into my throat fully, he grabbed my hair to hold my head still, while thrusting in and out harder. Drool and tears dripped from my face. I got lightheaded but I wasn’t going to quit.

“Fuck!” he murmured after a few minutes. “I’m sorry babygirl. Your mouth is so perfect!” With that he came hard down my throat. I tasted his salty cum and swallowed it all. W let go of my hair, kissing my head and pulling me up.

I knew this would happen. He always does it. As soon as his room door is closed and he started the music, he’ll come to me and free my tits. It’s more relaxing he always says. And easier for him to grab them.

We decided to smoke some together and chilled on his bed. His fingers always trailing my skin. Me snuggled up against him. We didn’t speak. Just enjoyed being together.

His hands explored my body. Caressing my sides and my hip. Tracing the side of my boobs, warring over my neck and shoulder. Then back down, stroking my leg over my pants, playing with the hem of it. He buried his face in my neck, kissing my soft spot with little nips. I melted into him, already ready to do whatever he liked.

His hand wandered up to my throat, grabbing in lightly and turning me around to face him. He tightened his grab a little and started to draw traces with his lips and tongue around my face. Then his lips met mine and it felt like the air is going to explode. I grabbed his upper arms, pulling him as close as possible. His other hand went behind my back, grabbing my ass. I tugged on his shirt, eager to get rid of it. Eager to feel his bare skin on mine.

He recognized my needs and stopped in his movements. He got on his knees and his shirt was gone. Then his lips were back at mine. Our tongues dancing and force hands on each other. He started to kiss my chin, down to my neck. He licked and suchen his way down to my breasts. Caressing them with one hand, licking and sucking them. He found my nipple and sucked on it. Deepend the pressure on it by biting it lightly. I moaned. My hands in his hair and on his back. My nails scratching his kind.

“So eager!” He breathed while giving the other side attention “Such a good girl for me. I’ll bet you are wet and ready for me. Aren’t you babygirl?” Then he sucked harder. All I could do was moan. “Use your words. Are you ready for me babygirl?” “Yes sir. I am. My body missed you so much!” That was all to pull his trigger. His sucking and biting got harder. Leaving little marks on my chest. His hands wandered to my hips. His lips above my bellybutton.

He grabbed my pants and tore them of. Kneeling between my legs he got rid of my socks. His eyes locked on my panties. “God ,girl! You’re driving me crazy! So eager and I know you are already wet for me. And i haven’t even touched you properly!” With that he let a single finger wander down the front of my panties. With just a little pressure on my clit and my folds. I realized how wet I was and how needy I felt.

“Always for you sir! You always turn me on in all the right ways!” He hooked his fingers in the hem of my panties to get rid of them, when a knock on the door interrupted us.

“W? Y? Wanna grab some dinner? Hello? Are you guys still awake?” “Did you lock the door?” I asked W “if not he might see me like this if you don’t stop him!”

@wastedbuthotgamerboy grinned “hmm that would be wild and something new.” Another knock “Be quiet. I’ll get rid of him!” With that he stood up. His erection clearly visible in his pants. He opened the door. In the mirror I saw A’s face. Eyes opened wide looking shocked. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to interrupt. I’m leaving…” “No it’s alright.” W said “ what do you imagine for dinner? I think we’ll definitely need something later!” “Ahm I don’t know. I thought I ask you guys… but… but… I’ll think I better leave!” W laughed. “It’s alright A! You’ve seen me shirtless before. So what’s the matter now? But how about we’ll order something or cook something easy later. Y is staying the night so we are in no hurry to decide.” Now A looked more shocked. “Ok…then…I’ll…I’ll figure something out. I’ll write you when I found something.” With that he turned around and left.

He hadn’t seen me just now. But my spot was perfect to watch his every move.

As he came towards my group, I told my colleagues to be quiet and to not tell him I’m back at work. Then I hid in the storage room ‘til he left. We had a great laugh about it and started our work day.

Every time @wastedbuthotgamerboy came into the room or was in listening range, my coworkers gave me a sign and I hid.

When we went outside, I went on my break only to see him outside. Also on break, his back turned my way. Nose deep in his phone typing a message. Probably for me. I checked my phone. Yes there it was.

“When are you coming back? Work sucks without you!💕😘”

“I don’t know. Probably sooner than you’ll expect it! 💕😘”

I sneaked up behind him. Followed his way to our usual smoking spot. He went down some stairs there. I couldn’t see if someone was down with him, so I hid behind a car and texted him:

“Are you on your break?😘”

“Yes”

“Cool. So you got some time or is someone outside with you?😘”

“Nope. All alone.”

With that I hushed around the corner and down the stairs as quick and silent as possible. I prayed he wouldn’t turn around. And he didn’t. So I sneaked up behind him. Wrapped my arms around his waist and kissed his neck. “Hey baby. I missed you!” I murmured into his ear. He froze. Then grabbed my arms and pushed them away to turn around.

His face was furiose until he saw me. His eyes grew wide, his mouth opened and he looked shocked. Or surprised. I hadn’t got much time to recognize it. He instantly grabbed and lifted me up. Tight in his hug I wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed his soft spot beneath his ear. “Hey Sir!” I whispered while trying to get a hush through his hairs to see if someone was coming up behind us who might not need to see this situation.

@wastedbuthotgamerboy spun around and carried me down another set of stairs. “You’re back!” Is all he murmured in my hair.

As soon as we were out of side for everybody else, he pushed me against the wall and kissed me hard. His fingers digging into my side, his pelvis pressing against mine. “I missed you so much!” Was all I could say in between kisses. “Me too!” He said. We hugged a little longer, forehead to forehead. “Maybe it’s better if you put me down” I insisted. “But I like this position!” “I know. But we are primarily at work. Even if we are outside the building. And we don’t wanna get catched right?” With that he sat me down.

We stepped a little away from each other. Giving us space to breathe and get acclimatized. “When were you at work today? Why didn’t you say anything?” The questions flew out of him. I first thought he might get mad. But looking him up and down I could see he was as happy as I was to be back.

I answered his questions. Then we went back inside. He grumbled a little around my co workers who help me hide. But other than that he was barely leaving my side when we were in the same room. His smile brighter than the one he wore when arriving at work.

When we went outside again, we quickly decided to grab coffee together after work. This had me a little waiting for him, but I knew how I could spend that minutes to good use.

When I got of the clock, i quickly went to the loo to freshen up. I went to the supermarket to grab some drinks and snacks and went to my car. I refreshed my make up and wrote him where I parked my car.

After a few minutes he stood on n front of me. Alone again. Desperate as me to leave this place.

“Are you here by car?” I asked.

“Yes why?” W said

I laughed. “So we need to get to yours separately. Or I’m leaving my car behind and you need to pick me up tomorrow.”

“Or you stay. At my apartment I mean. We leave your car here. Maybe somewhere the others won’t see it. And then you’ll come with me and stay the night. I’m not ready to let you go home today.”

I liked this plan. So I packed some stuff out of my car into my bag, drove the car around the corner to a less visible place and quickly got home with W.

We had a great drive home. We couldn’t keep our hands to our selfs, spoke a lot and relaxed. For us it didn’t matter where we were, as long as it was quality time. But after my accident a few weeks ago and W’s shifts at work, we haven’t seen each other for what seemed to be an eternity. It were like 6-8 weeks, but normally we had coffee like 2 times a week. Now there had been vacations and work and that damn accident. I was so happy to finally got time alone with him.

As soon as we went into W’s apartment he pulled me closer. His fingers grabbed mine and he pushed me to the wall…my bags gone on the floor with a bang. Then W stopped. “Bro are you home?” It was A his roommate. He was a nice guy and I really liked him. But in this moment I wanted him to go to hell.

“A you’re home. I thought you were at work?”

“I was but I finished early. Thought we might get to play…” as he stepped into the hallway he stopped. “Y!!! You’re here! Finally. Has been to damn long!” He hugged. Then he saw the bags and my red cheeks. “Did I interrupt something?” We laughed “No. It’s fine. We joked around!” I grabbed my bags and brought them into W’s room. So much to the hope of time alone. I went back to the boys. They already sat outside smoking weed. W patted his lap. I instantly sat down there, relaxing my back to his chest. A wouldn’t say anything. He knew this kind of behavior from us and never questioned it. But he never knew more. He didn’t said anything at least.

After a little talk W pushed me up. “Come with me. Let’s listen to some music!” We left A on his own.

The moment W’s door closed, he grabbed me into a hug. His hands roamed my back till they grabbed my face. He pushed me to the door and kissed me. Hard. Thirsty. I grabbed his shirt. Pulling him into me. He shoved a leg between my thights, closing every possible space between us. “I missed you!” He groaned. “I prayed to get you alone somewhere since you surprised me today!” I moaned into his mouth. I loved his voice. Even more when it got dark and filled with lust like this moment. We kissed and touched each other. Then he stepped back. “God I’m losing myself with you!” He turned around and started his PC. He quickly turned on some music.

I got rid of my shoes. Then opened my hair and tossed my phone to the side. I grabbed the bag with snacks and drinks and got comfy on his bed. I watched his every move and instantly regretted the long time we hadn’t seen each other.

We had wonderful evenings after the one in the city. Always laughing and joking around. Feeling so comfortable that we always got a little touchy with each other. We were always to our selfs. B new about the connection, and M, T‘s best friend. But our teammates and league colleagues weren’t aware of what was happening.

A few weeks went by and we decided to join some friends and going out to play dart. We met at my place. B, M and Gia joint us. We enjoyed dinner, the guys had something to drink and we girls decided to doll up a little. I wasn’t sure how much was ok for T. He mostly saw me with little to no make up and in jeans and shirt. Or in Jogging pants.

As we were ready and told the boys we could leave, T‘s eyes widened. His face turned a little red but he didn’t say much. While grabbing my back and searching for shoes he stepped behind me. „You look good.“ he said. I smiled. „If you are this dressed up, you may wanna wear some heels. Than you can come up to my face a little more.“ he added laughing. I raised a brow. But 2 can play a game, so I decided to play a long and grabbed my favorite boots with heels.

We walked to our bar. Everyone else was already there and in a good mood. We played some darts just for fun. But after some time a few asked if we wanted to do a quick tournament. So we all started to prepare this. As we were like 20 people, we decided do play a double tournament and the partners would be chosen by an app.

As it was my turn to get a partner, the app companied me with T. We laughed about it. So we played against each other a few times before, we never were a team together.

The night went on and after the first game it was visible that we were matching great. T‘s team colleagues raised their brows a few times when they saw how close and touchy we were. I’m between each game we had little breaks and I went out to smoke. His teammates were directly with me. Joking about how they thought T never would find a girl and now it’s me. I laughed and told them we are just friends. „Yeah with benefits!“ said an older guy.

We went back in side and a group of guys in T‘s age appeared. They greeted him and I kept a little distance not to interrupt. While talking to Gia and doing a shot of Jäger, I heard T calling out for me. „Ey Tam. You crazy? Drinking Jäger without me? Wait till I get ya!“ I almost chocked on the liquid. Turning around I see T grinning wide, his friends all snickering and side eyeing him and me. Some in absolut disbelief. „Then order some!“ I answered „Maybe it’s good luck for our next game!“ and he ordered it. Coming over, linking his arm with mine and cheering on us. Eyes locked with mine and a big grin on his face. His friends went silent. M was laughing his ass off watching the scene.

We won the next game. And the one after that. With the next smoking break, M joined me outside. „You two are special.“ he said, watching his feet. „I’ve never seen T this close to a girl before. He cancelled plans with us a few times in the last weeks. Or wasn’t responding in the evenings. Now I know why!“

As I looked at him, he grinned. „I don’t like sharing.“ he said. „He’s my best friend. We’ve been for years. And the last weeks we missed out a lot of time. You two should think about joining together instead of him, canceling on us.“

I laughed. „I didn’t knew about this. He never mentioned that he cancelled anything. I tell him he should keep to his plans more.“

With that, T stepped outside. „Everything alright?“ he asked, side eyeing M. „You’ve been gone some time! We are up next again!“

We won the tournament that night. He hugged me a lot in our games. Always assuring me how good I play. „We are unbeatable!“ he laughed. „Yeah… Mr. & Mrs.Unbeatable!“ a friend of his said. „It’s like you are the same person!“ We laughed. He put his hand around my waist and mocked me „Yeah and with this heels you’re almost as tall as my.“

After that night, there were a lot of questions about us. We always told the truth. We are just best friends. There is nothing to hide and nothing to know more about this. No one believed us.

After a weeks T‘s respondings got shorter. He seemed distant and cancelled plans a few times. He assured me everything was fine, so I believed him. We had a life outside this friendship.

… I was shocked. I didn’t meant to get B. so annoyed, but T seemed to like it. „Weren’t you home before you came over?“ I asked him. „Yes why?“ „B sended another text.“ I showed him my phone. „I just recognized you’re lying!“ it wrote „T wore other pants and socks when we were playing darts earlier! Why are you trying to make me jealous?“ T laughed. He couldn’t stop.

Then he grabbed his phone and wrote „I went home, changed and showered before meeting Tam.“ then he hit send and grinned. „You’re evil!“ I laughed. „I just started!“ was his response. After that we ignored our phones and enjoyed the night. We watched TWD, laughed and talked about everything.

The next day I met with B for coffee. He was still a little angry and couldn’t believe me and T met. While discussing his issue with this, my phone pinged. A new message from T. „Thank you for last night. I really enjoyed it and am looking forward for the next time ❤️“ my heart skipped a beat. I didn’t expected this. But it made me grin and I answered quickly „Me too. Thank you for this night. Just tell me when you’re free and come over as you like ❤️“

B saw my smile. „Who wrote you?“ he asked. „A friend“ I responded. „It was T right? Haven’t we just talked about him? Why do you need to message him directly?“ Now I got annoyed „He wrote me for your interest. And just because you have a crush on him, doesn’t mean, him and I can’t be friends. So please excuse me, when I’m building up a friendship with some who’s company I enjoy!“ With the end of that message my phone rang again „How is coffee with B? Is he still annoyed?“ I got confused. I hadn’t told T that I meet B for coffee. How did he know? I looked up confused. My eyes wandering around the people around us. „Everything alright?“ B asked I just showed him the message. He started searching too and my phone rang again. „Cute how you’re searching me princess ❤️“ before I could respond or hide the message, B grabbed my phone. „Another red heart? Really?“ Then he started to write before I could do something. „I’m with Tam. Stop writing her and let us enjoy our coffee. And stop these hearts. You’re not her boyfriend!!!“

I was shocked. „Are you out of your mind B?“ I didn’t know what to say. How could he be so brazen? I heard a familiar laugh behind me. „ True I’m not. But I’m not yours either so stop telling me what to do!“ T stood right behind me. He stepped forward and gave me a kiss on the cheek. “ I’m off of work earlier and wanted to do a little shopping. Then I saw you guys. Mind if I join in?” Before getting an answer he took the chair next to. B was so confused, he couldn’t even greet T probably. “So. What are you two up to? Discussing the newest gossip?” He joked. You could see B swallow hard. T’s arm rested on the back of my chair. B’s eyes switched between us.

It was awkward but funny. After some time B loosened up a little, but he left quickly after finishing his coffee. T and I were alone again. Also B was gone, he stayed right next to me, his arm on my chair. „So what’s planned next?“ he asked. I got confused „What do you mean?“ I asked back. „What’s your next plan for today? Are you heading home? Going shopping? Dart? Tell me!“ „Oh. Yeah B and me normally would have gone shopping now and maybe having dinner somewhere tonight. Now I’ll guess I’m having a quick stop at the mall and then head for the bus.“ I responded. „Oh ok. So I crashed your plans? I’m sorry. But maybe I could join you?”

The first time we met, was at a soccer game. You and A were Co-coaches of a youth team and we wanted to support her. We just spoke an “Hi!”

After that, it was weeks without meeting again. Then again at a soccer game. We picked A up and wanted to go to bar. You went home without saying a word.

A spoke a lot about you. How nice you are, so funny. Just a great coach and so awesome with the kids. You met my sister when you picked A and her up after a night out. You weren’t there with them. You were just kind and drove there in the middle of the night to get them home safe.

I knew a lot of those stories about you. Put in person we never spoke much. You were just “T. A’s favorite guy!”

A few month later we spend, unintended, a whole night together. We had a dart game and you played on the other team. After the game we played just for fun.

It came to small talk. I told you we met before with A. at a game. You remembered, but didn’t wanted to talk about her anymore. Your best friend M. was the one who spoke up. “Yeah… the one with the twisted mind. No one did anything wrong. She just doesn’t liked that he didn’t wanted her. Then she left. Her problem!” The sign to stop talking about her was big. So we just talked about us. We got to know each other and at 4 in the morning we hugged and splitted our ways.

A few weeks later we met at the next game. You came over to me while arriving and hugged me. You waved over to A and joined your team. After the game we exchanged numbers. Then we played a little more and enjoyed the company of each other. We found out we lived a few minutes apart from each other. So it would be a coffee date in the next days.

Your best friend M wasn’t amused about it. “You had plans!” But you said you’ll make time for it.

And you did. You game over one evening after training. We had a hot chocolate and you brought the first season of TWD over because I hadn’t started it. And then I might could catch up and we could see the rest of this series together.

So you came over the next evening. And the next. It was always cosy and easy. Never a wrong touch or a wrong word.

We started to go darting together. We quickly laughed a boy coincidences. We had almost all the same friends in our league. You always beat me in a 1 on 1 game. But I could always learn something new. Another friend of us, B, got a little jealous. He was gay and had an eye on you. One day he told me he would “Show you what you are missing!” And that “you two would be perfect together!”

You went out one night with him and M. You wanted to dart at a new bar. I didn’t knew and asked you to come over. You loved to. But you need to get the boys home first. And change out of your training gear.

An hour later you were at my home. It was late, but we didn’t mind. We had a great chat until you got a message. B. He was disappointed that you left so quickly and wanted to know why. You laughed. „He is p!ssed that I haven’t told him where I am going!“

I told you I expected it. You looked confused so I told you what he told me. You rolled your eyes.

„He is a friend. Like M. I’m not gay. Why would he say something like this!” We got an idea. Even thought it seemed childish. You hugged me from behind and took a pic of our legs and feet. Then you sended this to B. with the plead to discuss his problem the next day ‘cause “you are busy!”

Then this pic got up to both our instas. My phone blew of 1 minute later. “Is T. at yours? I got a picture from him and I know your living room!” It was B. I told him I don’t have time, I would speak to him in the morning because “I’m busy!” “That’s exactly what T. told me!” Then I started to ignore my phone. It felt so good laying in your arms. You seem to enjoy it. And you didn’t made a move to leave this position. “You ok?” I asked. You grinned and pulled me closer. “Yes. This is nice. We can stay like this if you don’t mind!” Of course I didn’t. Who doesn’t like to cuddle!

My phone kept ringing. 6 messages from B. You grabbed it and turned the sound of. We had a small look at his messages. He was furious. The newest message popped up “I told you I wanted him! How could you do this to me! Speak to me!” You laughed. “What am I? A toy?” “I’m sorry!” I mumbled. Scared that this evening was over because of B.

“Don’t be! I have an idea. Do you trust me?” Of course I did. So you pulled me closer. My head against your chest. You did a selfie, but only you and part my hair was visible. You clicked send and wrote “She told you she is busy!” Send….

You push me onto your bed. „Let’s see how needy you really are…“ you say while pushing my string to the side and pushing a finger into my dripping pussy. „Fuck baby girl. You are needy. And so ready for me.“ You kiss me hard and add a second finger to my pussy. A moan escapes from my lips. „Y/N!“

You start to grin and pull your fingers out of me. With a mischievous smile you put them to your lips and suck them clean. „Fuck you taste so good!“ I could cum in seconds while watching you doing this. I sit up, pushing you a little aback to stand up.

I Kiss you hungry, still tasting myself. My hands grab your shirt and pull it of you. I kiss and nibble on your neck, my nails scratching your arms and your back till they meet your pants. While kissing my way down to your abs, I start pushing your pants down. The further my lips get down your body, the further I’m pulling your pants down.

When I’m on my knees, I’ll kiss my way up your knees and thights and pull your boxers of. Your hard cock springing free.

„Stop!“ you Order. I’ll look up to you. A little disappointed that I’m not allowed to play further. „Be a good girl, close your eyes and wait till I tell you otherwise!“

I’ll stay on my knees, spreading them further, sitting my butt on my heels. My hands crossed behind my back, head up, eyes closed. I hear you shuffle around your room. Some doors opening and closing. I can hear a small chain and your gamingchair moving. I hear you grabbing papers and your grinder. Then nothing.

The next thing I know is feeling your hands on my breasts. Your finger caressing my nipples to harden them. Then a sharp pain rolls through them. You put clamps on my nipples. My pussy instantly got wetter, my breath hitched, mouth dry.

I can hear you back at your chair. I can hear a lighter and smell weed. I hear you inhale deeply. “What a sight! You look gorgeous so wet and ready for me. And you are taking the clamps so well. Don’t move! Don’t open your eyes until I tell you too!”

I stay still. My feet are getting cold. I can feel my string sticking to my wet pussy. I am anxious for your touch. Needy in a way only you can get me.

I hear you smoking. I know you love what you see. I know you are waiting for me to open my eyes, because you know I’ll normally loose in these situations. But not today I tell myself. I’ll focus on what I hear and smell. Im counting my breaths but staying still.

After some time I hear you waking over to me. “Good Girl!” You whisper. “Now stand up, eyes closed!” You tell me. You help me get up and kiss me deeply. “Such a good girl! I hey your pussy is soaking by now. Tell me, can you keep your eyes closed or do I need to help you with that?” “I think I can do it sir, but I don’t want to!” Is all I manage to say. “Why baby girl?” You ask.