Florilyn Sheene Mrc

All I wanna do is come running home to you, come running home to you. And all my life I promise to keep running home to you, keep running home to you.

One day you’re going to meet someone who makes you remember what love is supposed to feel like. And you are going to meet someone who shows you exactly what love is like. And this time, this love is going to stay permanent.

Kapag nasasaktan ka na, lagi mo lang tatandaan yung sinasabi sa’yo ng magulang mo noong bata ka pa,

I don’t hate you, I don’t think I could ever hate you, a part of me will probably always love you but I hate what you did to me.

He was a shitty person and I was a shitty person and we both thought that we could fix each other

Don’t fall in love with a boy who fantasizes about being a soldier. See, they were born with a block of ice in their chest and the fire you see in their eyes isn’t love or passion for you, & no matter how much chiseling you do they won’t change. You can’t unfreeze a heart with cold hands and you can’t hold a statue when you sleep at night.

You will try to make it work you will pick up the pieces of your broken heart and tangle them back together with a lace bra and his favorite perfume and you’ll kiss him like he wasn’t the one aiming the gun at your chest, bullets flying from his mouth into every part of your body a few months ago and you’ll feel like god and you’ll think “thank fucking god I don’t have to miss him anymore” because he’s yours again but just for the night tomorrow you’ll wake up in a whirlpool of sweat and numbness and the taste of heartbreak will be fresh in your mouth, it’ll come slowly at first, like the first few drops of rain, before the storm that tears everything apart and leaves you drowning and soaks through everything you love and he’ll love you again but never at the right time never when it could work and sometimes you’ll think you’ve almost got it but it’ll slip through your fingers and break all over again like it did the first time and the time before that and you will be okay but you will never be okay the same way you were when you were eleven and you were nothing but skinned knees and smiles and he did not ruin you but he could. he fucking could.