stop. don't eat, no

i genuinely have GOT to lock in for winter or i'm going to kill myself

i fucking lost 30lbs last year and this year i put it all back on im so fucking sick of this body.

gonna have to start romanticising my life before depression kills me. it looks so fun, wanting to be alive. wearing cute little outfits, bows in my hair, sitting on the beach, doing silly little photoshoots, having a pet cat, skincare everyday, smelling like flowers and fruits, owning lots of cute trinkets, soft and gentle, curls in my hair

i liquid 'fasted' for 3 days (including c/s foods hehe) and now i'm on 300kcal a day. after fucking up and gaining like 5lbs back from binging i have to speedrun now. and it's working🫡😼

this is the most suicidal i've ever been but i don't even have the energy to do anything about it. not even cut

shut up, count your calories

800kcal limit a day is working so wellllll omgggg !! so happy and definitely sticking to it now

nobody running ed discords knows how to set up a discord server or even know how to use discord and it annoys me so much 💀💀💀 might just set up my own atp

gained again 👍👍👍👍 no more 'cheat' meals. i HAVE to stick to this.

HAHAHAHAH just logged into this account and looked at my bio and i've put on all the weight i lost and more fuck off. had to update my current weight 👍👍👍