Lost Youth

9th Prime number

Merry Christmas!!! I wish all of you have a cozy, merry Christmas and ready for a new year of procrasinating :P That is a gift that I wrap. Tips for lazy person: nice wrapping paper and nice ribbon in neutral colors will cut off alot of time :3

It's been a long time I was lost in my busy boring life. A broken relationship, a new relationship. I donot know what is waiting for me over there. I may get lost, but it's ok.

Until now, I know why I have never been jealous when I see my boyfriend goes around or smiles or does something closed to others. Because I always feel that I’m too small and too bad, I don’t give myself the right to be jealous, because in my opinion, that people are better than I am, my boyfriend would be happier with the others,

Accidentally, that sadness comes. It doesn't break my heart, doesn't hurt me, it just stays there silently and grows up every moment, little by little. I don't know why I'm sad, I don't know how to stop it, and I don't know how to speak out. That's just a little feeling that I want to go out but I don't know who I will go with, or just need a hug but I can't have because the classmates are not close to me because of barrier of language. How long I don't have a hug. That's my sadness #sadness #lostyouth

He said if I felt sad he would feel sad too.... So, I will be happy o(^▽^)o Even my happiness is so far away (´･_･`) But wait, studying is my hobby right? ~(・・？）） I like my Plushie \(//∇//)\ Miso 。・°°・(＞_＜)・°°・。 #blue

#lostyouth

I lost in the first day. #lostyouth #orense #ourense

I have never had a dream to get here ~ #paris #eiffel #lostyouth

#paris #alone #blackandwhite #lostyouth