merely living, broken

Nähe, Kontakte, Zuneigung, Familie (Frau und Kind), Leidenschaft, Frieden, Natur

I stopped counting while ago. :-/

today would be a good day to disappear and die

i like to listen to sad music when i’m sad to make me double sad

The pain is not paining enough. {>,<}

Somehow I knew he was gonna fall (before clicking on the gif).

i hope this is my last year. i cant make it through another one

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when they ask me what my biggest fear is and i cant say to end up with a man exactly like my dad, kill all my dreams for him, watch my children feel helpless as they watch me be abused in every form till i collapse, so i just say spiders

Speaking honesty, mine is experiencing life after 30. (Which is next year.) Close to that, turning into my father. I do not want to, I do not mean to, but who knows what life will throw at me.

pushing people away because i want them to pull me closer but they never do, so we just never speak again

no matter how good my day was i will always end up laying in my bed at night with that same lonely empty feeling

nothing has ever worked out in my life so tell me why should i keep trying

my toxic trait: i don't get OVER shit I just get PAST it…i haven't healed from a lot of things, i've just accepted them for what they are

Ich lächle aus Gewohnheit, nicht aus Freude.