bea taught donut how to perform and be something larger than life and extravagant, and she carries that skill into the dungeon and it helps her to survive. but carl taught her it was ok to just be donut and simply Exist as who she is. carl was always her safe space, before the dungeon and during it. carl is the one she can take the mask off with and break down. she can be someone other than the dramatic, funny, powerful, diva warlord. she can be Just Donut. bea taught her how to perform, carl taught her it's ok to Not perform















