The only thing i can focus on for an extended period of time is playing guitar. I don’t feel very functional tbh

CHAPTER 5

I really need to change my avatar it bothers me every day how it doesnt look like me. Thats not my nose. And my hair is different now

I’ve been looking for songs to learn on guitar that are a. Challenging b. Songs i already know and love. Which always ends up being elliott smith lol. I really want to branch out though because it’s not good to only have one influence. I’m satisfied now cus i remembered jazz :3

Without going into detail i am facing a consequence of my last depressive episode that isn’t enormous but is like… so sad and basically has taken away a part of summer i was really looking forward to.