idk if this is the right place to do requests GULP sorry but uh hai hello your stuff is really good and very yummy so I figured I might request something
Sam x reader where reader comes out to him (Iβm leaning coming out as trans ftm but WHATEVER YOUβD PREFER TO WRITE IS FINE) and its big comfort fluffy sorta thing because yk we love relationships with trust π₯Ή
err yeah that is my request
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Sam Winchester x Trans Ftm!Reader | Fluff, little angst π
β οΈ Girlfriend title used before the reader comes out!
Summary: Itβs the day that Sam is introducing you to Dean. But as Sam helps you get ready for the meet, an important part of your identity comes to light when βpartnerβ and βgirlfriendβ stops feeling right.
Note: Aww this is such a sweet req~! Iβve spent a lot of my later childhood around the trans and queer community so I have a really deep respect for those with the courage to come out. I hope I did alright<3
7 pm. Just a little longer. Tracking the time isnβt necessary, plans start when Dean comes over, but right now it just feels right. Itβs another distraction alongside the ticking of the motel room clock, the breezy air, andβ¦Samβs soft reading. Oh, Sam. Sam, Sam, Sam. That boy is the one constant in your life that you wouldnβt trade for anything else. Even working his job as a full-time hunter, heβs always making the effort to be around you. Currently in the midst of tracking down a wendigo heβs curled on your bed, nose-deep in a mythology book, long legs dangling off the frame. He spouts out a new fact, waiting for your approval like a puppy.
βWhen are we meeting Dean?β You nervously scratch at your arms at the prospect. You and Sam have secretly been in a relationship for the past year, and todayβs the day you meet your boyfriendβs only family.
Sam takes his attention away from the book, focus darting from the clock to you. βNot for another hour, sweetheartβ¦youβve been staring at the clock this whole time, are you feeling alright?β
You swallow a gob of spit as you repeat to yourself βItβs fine, itβll go fineβ.
Your eyes briefly exchange glances with the clock again. βY-yeah. I thinkβ C-can we rehearse the thing again, Sammy?β You choke out. Maybe meeting Dean today was a bad idea. Thereβs a bubbly ache in your gut that makes you stiff as a scared rabbit.
Sam immediately notices that face you make, the one that screams βI donβt know about thisββ that face Sam only saw the few times youβve hunted with him. Youβre definitely not alright. He immediately gets up and makes his way to you, holding out those gigantic hands of his for you to take.
It doesnβt matter whatβs bothering you. You being hurt, hurts him.
βOf course, sweetheart. Uhβ¦weβre just going to wait for Dean to come over and Iβll say: βhey, Dean, this is my girlfriend. Weβve been dating for a while, andβ¦ I love her.β Sam shrugs with a smile until he sees your expression again. βDid I say something wrong?β
Girlfriend. Thereβs that ache again.
βYou donβt have to tell me why if you donβt want to,β He pleads gently, pressing a warm kiss to your fingers. βBut you know Iβll do anything to make you all better.β His kisses move from your fingers to your forehead.
God do you want to tell him, but the words wonβt arrange on your tongue in the right way. Different sentences, announcements, pleads of βIβm sorryβ circulate through your mind as those gentle kisses make way to your cheek. What if when you tell him, those kisses go away?
You have to bite the bullet.
βSammyβ¦I have something to tell you.β
His kisses slow to a stop, and his face grows serious. Itβs starting, you think. Your worst nightmare. But thereβs no turning back now. The air starts to feel heavier while time slows to one long minute. Your heart is racing like a demon is after you and tears well up in your eyes.
βHey, hey, donβt cry. Whatever it is, we can fix it.β Sammyβs big thumb pads brush away the wetness on your cheeks. βIf youβre not ready to meet Dean Iββ
βItβs not about Deanβ¦β you weep. βItβs about me. Sammy I donβtβ β¦Iβm not a girl. Never been. I donβt wanna be your girlfriend anymore,β Words start to flow loose-tongued as the overwhelm takes over your voice. βNot your girlfriend, not your partner.β
Samβs face contorts into hurt. βYouβre breaking up with me?β
βNo, Sammy, I wanna be yourββ
Sam pulls you into the tightest hug youβve felt in years. βBoyfriend.β He finishes. Sam sighs with relief as he buries his face into the crook of your shoulder, rocking you back and forth to soothe your gasping sobs.
βSweetheart, listen to me.β He pulls back to kiss some tears of your face.
βI. Love. You. Not what you pretend to be. You. If being you means being my boyfriend, then guess what? In a half hour, Iβm going to get to say: βHey Dean, this is my boyfriend. Weβve been dating for a while andβ¦I love him.ββ Sammy smiles gently at your flushed expression turning to a pink blush. The ache is gone, the time is right, and you crack back a little grin.
βWhy would I lie to the prettiest boy Iβve ever seen? But hey, if you donβt wanna be pretty, just know I wonβt lie to handsome boys either.β
Sam turns to the door. βOh. Looks like Dean got here early. He can wait outside a little longer though, until my boyfriend says itβs ok to come in.β
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