in russian we say 'на улице rain на душе pain' as a meme

our translation has been quite unstable lately (and my japanese at the moment is good enough to write a cringy story about my day schedule but hardly good enough to read serious things), so I've dropped out a tad bit, but I'm still here and still love the doctor with all of my heart.

well well hello

not exactly what I planned for this evening but how could I miss

nothing going as planned

and once I got new fancy ink I really want to test - that very day I have this sick voyage d’affaires

so being upset and looking through old things. we had a drawing event where we needed to fit ourselves into favourite fandoms, so why not lose to Mafutsu desperately

I was said “plant genetics ISN’T SCARY, what are to going to do, BRING A HOUSEPLANT to a gamble???” (go to hell it’s a poplar) so for this AU I switched to neurobiology (which is not that difficult once you can do pcr with your eyes closed)

If we speak about The Idea, it would be something about not seeing yourself as a human, more like a single element in the humanity evolution, thus being rather ignorant. Like, why bother, humans are temporary, life is eternal, we scientists only care for the Abstract Future (especially in tree genetics where you have to wait like TEN YEARS so you can see on your research object if something worked actually or no). Only your knowledge passed into the world matters. But no gamble can be won until you start to give all of yourself into the present moment, including your soul preferably even if you think you don’t have one

like oh no he’s drowning

probability that this wouldn't happen has been tending to zero from the very day I'd seen the list

still not sure about celestial though, guess we'll see