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I can’t get that thought out of my head

I feel so weak I have no energy to function

There’s so much I can say and I’m trying to be a bigger person by not popping off but I feel like me holding everything in is exactly what’s making me feel this way

It’s literally a weighing feeling on me

I can’t even express the sadness I feel

I need a fucking hug so bad and not having anyone to learn on is so fucking hard

The two people I genuinely cared for the most betrayed me

Finding out I have depression today from something weighing on me wasn’t on my bingo card

I feel so fucking betrayed

Being called a narcissist from the two people I did everything for and ways always there for is actually breaking

This one hurt a lil tbh

Sometimes I wonder why all these things happen to me, ppl come n go and no one ever sticks around