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Eight Percent imitating Fan Chengcheng

“It is astonishing just how much of what we are can be tied to the beds we wake up in in the morning, and it is astonishing how fragile that can be.” 

 - Neil Gaiman, Coraline

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yours truly, john by latelydramione

is it too late to bring us back to life?

imo everything about john ambrose mcclaren is perfect

oh boy oh boy

john ambrose mcclaren uses coasters and visits his grandmother and has little sisters

he once wrote down all of kitty’s ideas (patiently, carefully, never dismissing them because they were too childish or impractical – something that i realized made him very different from peter, who dismissed lara jean’s feelings several times in the books, perhaps without even meaning to) 

i think johnny is so kind

he is kind and good and, i hope, someone who would stay in lara jean’s life for a long time if she let him

i think he is her soulmate

(and not all soulmates have to be romantic, too)

lara jean is the type of girl who remembers everything, who treasures everything and falls in love over and over again – she’s sentimental and romantic and i thought johnny would love her for that more than peter k ever could

can you honestly tell me peter listens to lara jean when she talks about stormy and the retirement home? (hint: he didn’t) that he would understand how important the small, day to day things are to her? like how she always wraps her sandwiches with wax paper instead of plastic wrap, how painstakingly she planned the perfect sleepover (long nightdresses, horror movies, hair in rollers kind of perfect) for her little sister, such simple, simple things that, otherwise insignificant to the plot, lara jean pours over in the novels

there’s something about johnny, the smallest details that jenny han uses, the shy johnny lara jean remembers who had a stutter and was always in kavinsky’s shadow, the john ambrose who grew up and does model un and tells a girl he was too afraid to ask to a dance when they were kids he likes her, that makes me think he’s the same way too

i liked you then, lara jean, and i like you even more now 

i want to make it unequivocally clear

in my aesthetics board, i used a picture that said “i feel secure with you” and i think that best describes how i interpreted the happiness lara jean felt around him

he made her feel special – and she was the only one for him

even though, genevieve was his friend and someone important to him, even though, she was struggling and her own issues, i never got over how clearly peter picked her, how he decided that he had to be there for her first (even if he didn’t love her, even if he “loved” lara jean), that breaking up with lara jean would be more easy to do than detach himself from his ex-girlfriend who has, time and time again, treated lara jean like she was nothing

yes, genevieve has problems at home but that isn’t an excuse ???

i think people need to recognize how awfully peter treated lara jean in psily

he was so vain and conceited i stopped seeing them as even a possibility together

he didn’t even want lara jean back until after he saw john ambrose and her together at the USO ball – so possessive and unnecessarily rude to his childhood best friend (they were sundance kid and butch cassidy; they were best friends ok) that i began to realize how petty he was

he fucking asked for the jewelry back he had no right

“I wish … I wish we got to go to that eighth grade formal.”