A future something.

I haven’t had enough sleep these past few days. OHMHAGHAWD. -_- College is killing me slowly. Hahaha (insert laughing/crying) My body clock is ruined. I usually sleep at 2-4am and once I get home from school, I will sleep and wake up at 8 or 9 in the evening and it repeats. Cool huh? It’s a routine now. Halp meh.

If you think this is cool to do, then you’re a bad bitch. Yea that’s right. This is soooooo wrong! I mean do you really need to punish the dude in this way? Pathetic. Boys are humans, they make mistakes. You could just talk it out. Humiliation is not a good punishment to ANYONE. Even girls make mistakes. That girl over there is very lucky, because the dude agreed to be punished just for her. Which is a dumb thing to do. Stop this non-sense!

My friend bought me this as a souvenir from Tagaytay City. It says “Love Heals” It’s funny because she chose this for me because of the meaning. Damn. Love that girl <3 Thank you <3

            Keep yourself busy. Any kind of busy will do. Hahahaha Just DON’T give yourself time to think about him because if you do, go back to step 1. It’s your freaking choice if you want to move on or not. If you want to look stupid and repeat this four steps all the time, then go ahead.  Goodbye.

Being a bitch isn’t bad after all. I am a bitch too. I am a Beautiful Individual That Creates Haters. Therefore I am a BITCH. :3

My experience in loving a jerk was brutal. Not literally, but you know what I mean. Even though I knew that he was flirting with another girl, I still didn’t care. That’s how much I loved that freaking jerk. For me, my love is greater than his failures. I MADE A FREAKISHLY HUGE MISTAKE. Guys shouldn’t treat their girl like a barbie doll because we ain’t made of plastic, and we ain’t toys that you could just throw away when you’re bored. Loving 2-3 girls at the same time is really wrong.. I mean how do you handle that?? Isn’t hard? It seemed to easy for you. No matter who you are.. If you’re reading this.. STOP BEING A JERK. What if this happens to your little sister? What if in the future, she too will be fooled by a guy like you. Don’t you dare come to that dude and say “WHY ARE YOU FOOLING MY SISTER??” because it’s like you’re talking to yourself and that’s stupid. But I thank you for everything. I learned a lot. :)

Have you ever loved someone who doesn't loves you back? Ouch right? :) that's what I've been going through right now. And yes, it's damn painful and hard. Most especially when he's deeply in love with someone else. See, there's this guy.. he's gorgeous and tall and whatever. He's the sweetest friend I've ever had. He doesnt even care that we get teased because we always walk home together. That's what I love about him. Because usually guys finds it really awkward.. but no he's different. Yes, it hurts everytime he tells me stories about him and his love but of course I can't help but be happy for him. I wanted to confess but I feel like he's going to avoid me if he finds out. He's not worth letting go. I've been more sweet to him but he thinks like it's just normal sarcasm. Damn. I wish we were more than that. Oh how I wish we were. :(