Running in Eccentric Circles

I can’t fully explain it. I feel like I’ve been in a mental funk for the past several months.

Life is pretty good right now. Wife, kid, house, job... Money kind of sucks right now, and I lack time, but I’m overall doing well.

But there’s something inside me that just wants to self destruct. And I hate it.

And I know *A* way to do that self-destruction. It’s an awful thought. I won’t even air it out more specifically. (Don’t worry, it’s not irreversible. Don’t call the authorities.) And it definitely wouldn’t make life easier. It would make me feel better for a minute, then immediately worse.

Posting this on Tumblr b/c no one will see it.

✅ Upset Stomach

✅ Ton of Things To Do

...you get an awesome idea AND the boss actually likes it.