just writing shit down

I can talk about my history and recovery relatively easily with just about anyone. But I cannot talk to her about it.

6.29: work day sucked, went to the pool to play mermaids by the pool with Alex instead. But I danced in the shower for the first time in my whole life today to my •drunk girl anthems• playlist on Spotify. 22-dancing on my own-starships-heartbeat-don’t go yet. Genuinely so much fun. Better than in the movies.

“Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you’ll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way.”