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so heres me again... scribbling through my thoughts about #TheGiftedEP6 i re-learned how to upload pictures now

i have a huge amount of love for Pang ever since because of his character thats why my initial reaction to everything that happens is how will this affect him. i can't even fathom the pain he's going through. seeing everything go down and blaming himself.

 i actually have a lot of thoughts more to process

but let me just prioritize Pang. he has this big responsibility in his shoulders and he always felt like he needed to do something for him and he's loved ones. the one who wears the crown, must bear its weight. it breaks my heart to see him down and feel so helpless. he has a lot in his plate with people really depending on him. he didnt want to be the leader/catalyst, but he did everything--more than what he can offer. please, be strong, Pang. hang in there.

second, GUN ATP ACADEMY AWARDS. this and the last EP really explained how trust can easily be ruined and how mistrust from each other can create destruction within the system. Khun Darin was a snake in her own. She took advantage of the growing doubt between the XV and purposely used Punn to start the division. She knew Punn’s abilities and though Punn was able to withstand her in the first part when he said something like “Whatever Parawet says”, the growing doubt and mistrust within the group fuel the fire for Punn to eventually fall to Khun Darin’s trap. While my friend and I watched the part when Pang didnt disclose his plan with Punn, i knew that its gonna spark the push needed for Punn to really switch. And also his potential is on a heat because of his fight with Claire - the piece that has been holding back all of his other personalities. I get Punn tho, Pang couldve really just tell but I also get the internal feud between the boys and girls in which Pang is in the centerpoint. Pang was placed in a very diff situation. 

third, FIAT ANGELO ANOTHER ACADEMY AWARDS. god the look of pure evil and no regrets get me every time. he was smiling like he didnt just stab Punn and gassed all his friends. the smile mom. he’s insanely good. okay, now for his reasons, do I get some part of what his point was, the totality doesnt really sit well. his method was really wrong and he wanted something radical but wrong. he wasnt satisfied with the system as it is thats why he wanted to alienate what he thought was the problem. you see the thing is, the system was the problem that Pang wanted to fix from the inside. But Korn wanted to remove something from the system which would create an imbalance nature. I hate Korn, his betrayal, and ideals so much but NOT the point of him dying jesus no--- not like that. 

next. an important part. aside from answering some of the mysteries, it was so nice and warm to know that Chanon was watching over them silently all along. and how the gifted juniors sparked a need for change in society. the gifted is really a family. it was like Chanon was this guardian angel looking at them from a far and ready to come and rescue (just like this) when its necessary. i really love this part. and can i just emphasize, his talk with Pang on CHANGE was very timely. and boi the relief i felt when some of the theories and unanswered questions were already finally explained. its been really hard to walk in a dark road and not knowing what you're finding. this shed some light to why are they doing what they doing. 

it also makes it a lot easier for us to process and digest things when you actually know whats going on

another one, tf you mean Time is dead? No that doesnt make sense to me. He isn’t dead, i can feel it. Theres no body or anything so no he cant be. We’re not having 2 gifted dead students here just to frame up Director Suport and force his resignation so the Minister and Darin could enter. no that aint it. i have my theories, which includes ‘Time’ and Wave. But let see where this goes.

so i skipped posting abt 2-4 because i had no extra time to go to tumblr (lmao im just lazy af) 

DISCLAIMER: this is just drabbles that i wanted to say lmao 

anyway let me just say my thoughts on this EP. my friend (she’s based in Spain) and I always stream tgt so both of us can be shookt and cry at the same time lmao. 

first, my heart sank when Wave opened up to Pang. Wave is always logical while Pang is emotional. But Wave, after finding the family in XV, realized that one of them was a traitor must be one of the heaviest things he has to bare. We rarely see him open up like this-- he was indeed afraid.  From one of the most annoying characters during S1 to just being a person who cares so much, even if he doesn't show it. He was so vulnerable and open when he admitted that he’s fear was losing the people he loves because of him. he already had his heart broken before by that mf teacher which made him build all his walls. And now that finally he has met XV, it must’ve been hard for him to go through that same feeling again.  It must have been so heavy for him this time to separate the line between heart and mind. His openness to Pang says so much about the depth of their relationship. He might not trust himself sometimes, but he loves and trusts Pang.

second, Pang. Pang, my boy, i can just imagine the responsibility that was placed in him since the beginning being the ‘leader’ of XV. yall my boy just wanted to live a happy life. and here he, and XV, thought that after bargaining with the Director, all of their concerns would be solved. the weight of not knowing what to do, even clueless to the true intentions of the Director and the Minister, the virus, the internal conflict within the group... Pang is at the center trying to find the right light. 

lemme hug my boys T____T 

third, korn you mf****. when we knew that he was the imposter i really thought that even if... he wouldn’t do anything to Gifted XV thats why it was only injected to the kids. thats basically his family and friends lmao was I wrong. his face when he stabbed Punn was a face of no regrets. he was smiling maniacally even when the rest of XV confronted him at their place. I have both my theories and questions on why he hates the Gifted so much (we’ve been knew of this when he wanted to remove his potential from S1) but his hatred just seem to extend from just the potential, the administration, even up to his friends. Or maybe he doesn’t hate them personally but they’re a hindrance to his plan. lmao i really thought either Khun Darin or Third would be the leader of the anti-gifted, jokes on me. what Korn did was unforgivable. wasn’t stabbing Pun not enough? he had to put toxic gas even in the room this f**** these people love you. Mon is there your best friend you dimwick you even smiled after what happened like you did just not harm your friends. 

fourth, the adults are a f** chaos to say the least. idk who’s right or wrong anymore but im siding with the Director...for now coz i think Khun Darin made Third and the younger gifted students blamed Pang and the XV kids (tho i see redemption arc for Third, no one does that to my boy Pang) for what happened... thats why Third was so mad at Pang. these adults has been the root cause of this whole fiasco ever since and whenever they fought, the children would always be the one to suffer. 

fourth, GRACE. the star of the night. my girl got some real potential there. tho i also think about how will she able to manage on finding out (what needs to be find out lol idk anymore) when shes the only one not infected. pls ally with XV kids pls 

last but def. not the least, WTF MEK IS IN THIS EPISODE YALL THE WAY I SCREAMED when he appeared on screen. 

s** is really going down now that Mek is here.