Ani

I went to Disneyland the other day for my 22nd Birthday, so happy to be celebrating another year of life and memories.

Alright so crazy thing happened. I have officially moved out at the age of 20. I got an apartment with my cousin and her boyfriend. I moved to a different city but it ain't that far from my dad and brother to the point where I can visit them often. I still love and care about them but I feel like this was very beneficial for me to learn and become more independent. I want to learn things on my own and make mistakes. Anyways it was hard for me to tell my dad because I really thought he was going to be mad at me but he turned it around to be honest. It's nice to go back and see my old room has now become my brother's room. He's never had his own room so it's nice to see how he's been decorating it so far. Right now I am just sitting on the floor of my room and I'm just going to be tidying up since tomorrow for work I go in a little later which I like. I enjoy spending my time on tumblr and pinterest just finding ways I can decorate my room now without feeling judged. Anyways I will be resharing ideas I love and may implement so hopefully one day I can share pics of how my room is coming together.

I woke up in the morning excited to celebrate my birthday but all I got were words. That's when I realized that words have no meaning to me no more after all the times being lied to. Morning was sad and boring, was alone all morning long. Only person that posted me was my own brother and that's when I realized he is my best friend. After my brother got home, my father and brother took me out to eat but we never talk while we ear so it was a very sad and quiet birthday dinner. The boy that I talk to that I'm supposed to get back together with doesn't even say happy birthday to me till the end of the day, even tho were texting throughout the day. Once again being the dumbass for thinking we could actually get back together. Anyways, bestie came towards the end of the day and really turned my day around. she brought my s bundt cake which I shared with them and we enjoyed. After that we just played nintendo sports. So thank you bestie cause you actually made it feel like my birthday in the end.