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Studying for the mcat is hard when i literally dont eat enough but i will admit that restricting does actually boost my discipline and tolerance for discomfort but it also im still delusional so idk

Yo so i just got a piercing on my stomach and i took photos of it and i also realized i have been on edtumblr since i was 14 and so its been 7 entire years like holy shit i was hoping id grow out of it but lowk i didnt

Twins ita been a tough semester but i have lost 4 pounds in the last week bc i keep forgetting to eat because i have been playing Minecraft or Fortnite for literally hours (im cooked for finals week)

Lowkey havent posted here in forever but recently relapsed into sh again and whenever i relapse into sh, i always stumble back into ed territory

I didnt have high expectations but i was not expecting to relapse into burning after taking a break for a few months. Womp womp guys do NOT take 6 week summer stem classes

Aw hell my gf might be catching on bc she asked if it was ok to talk numbers w me bc shes trying to lose weight. I hope she doesnt catch on, might have to lay lower idk

I wish i had more consistent interaction with ed stuff bc the more i have reminders and like the more it consumes my mind the more i give into it and i want that peace and comfort so bad.

Note to self: tortillas/pitas and guac are NOT allowed on my next grocery trip. Too tasty, i eat too much of it.

My lowest weight wad met w my worst binge in a while riiiip it is what it is

I cant stop bodychecking and I also cant stop being fixated on specific numbers. Who else is also afflicted with OCD here? Where are my OCD friends at?

Help the liquor is speaking to me and its saying go eat something like bitch thats your job to shut that noise up 🙄

For me, i am the type of person to allow myself one box of items within a certain amount of calories and thats my omad and i have to say its making my life more enjoyable

I hate hate hate how my stomach looks omfg esp when i have eaten i always feel bloated