Izuru Kamakura. 26. aroace (akoi/litho aro). he/him (he allows me to refer him as it/its).
yes, I’m aroace AND I’m not attracted to my f/o, because we have a qpr (queer platonic relationship). I do not feel love due to a multitude of reasons.
I’m non sharing. I block freely and I expect you to do the same.
I sometimes post “x reader” headcanons depending on what I’m currently into…
You can request headcanons from any source, but I’m into these particular fandoms:
danganronpa, dungeon meshi/delicious in dungeon, pokémon, undertale, deltarune, steven universe, ib, hello charlotte, black butler
Boundaries
I’m okay with others sharing the same F/O (Izuru) with me since we’re are in a QPR.
I don’t care about who interacts with me unless I deem your content to be bigoted or harbor harassment in any way.
I’m okay with requests regarding power dynamics / dark content… however I’m uncomfortable with writing about anything that is incestuous or pedophilic in nature.
Do not covertly request me kink content: it needs to be consensual.
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—“🌀 When you’re sick, Kinosaki cooks soup for you! She carefully picks out the most nutritious ingredients that would help ease your fever, but also align with your tastes. Though, you will never forget the time she accidentally put gelatin powder instead of salt! Ohh, you never let her live it down…
—“🌸 When picking out what kind of pet you both would love, you spot a pale yellow snake with two noticeable dark scales decorating the side of its head. You put your head almost against the glass as the snake slithers around a rock in its enclosure, and you snap a photo and send it to Kinosaki without a second thought. Your eyes didn’t leave your new found awe of your brightly colored noodle friend, and went through a list of names rhyming with “Mei” or “Kinosaki”.
After a few minutes of brainstorming, you feel a buzz from your phone shifting around. You open up your text messages and Kinosaki replied, “why is this picture so blurry? wwww”
—“🤍 When you first met Kinosaki, you were serving tables at a busy cafe and she had her hair short. She sat with a neat posture, as a woman sat across from her with cheeks flushed. You couldn’t get a good look at Kinosaki as orders came left and right— her face instead became a blur of blonde and pink.
However, fate stopped you as you trip over and spill water on her! You apologize profusely as your work friend spots your distress and helps you up. You suggest exchanging contact info to somehow repay her for the accident, your eyes glued to the tiled floor. After an awkward meetup about laundromat expenses and coffee, you two kept meeting.
—“🩰 Kinosaki’s schedule has always been spotty. Hearing about how she has to go out to get a second or third date with a CEO always bummed you out. Not because the fake dates invalidated your love, but because it’s a reminder that money is important in our society. You work extra shifts to treat her whenever she’s off, and help her out whenever she can with her brother’s medical expenses. Though, on a clear night, you ask her if what you give to her is enough. She pauses, then turns to you with a smile and a hearty laugh.
“Of course! Why wouldn’t you? You’re the one I come home to and I realize that I’m okay.”
—“🦋 For every Valentine’s Day, she gives you homemade chocolate. You always ask when she had the time to bake it, since you both share the same kitchen. She says different things every time: borrowing a guy’s kitchen, getting help from a chef, and other excuses. Though, you let her keep some of her strange secrets!
—“🌀 You find some old photos of young Kinosaki. There are photos of her and her brother playing in the dirt, first day of school, and graduation photos. Among them was a small bag tucked away, and it was Kinosaki’s first photos of her being a baby queer and figuring out her fashion sense. They are so adorable!
—“🌸 As you search through the shelves, you look for a good manga at a public library to plop down at a bean bag chair and read for hours. But then, you find a few Japanese fashion magazines and start daydreaming about the outfits Kinosaki would wear in a nice day out. You think, maybe even coordinating matching outfits would be cute. Though, you try to keep it fashionable and to your girlfriend’s taste, but then you just can’t decide! Floral? Mosaic? Knit? Too many options!
"girl fuck them kids", "nobody's obligated to coddle kids online", "kids are annoying" as someone who started using internet WAY TOO EARLY, in early 2010s too, thank you, this is how I learnt anxiety and self-deprecation at fucking 10 👍
I want to add that there’s literature about how children are an oppressed class as they face the dangers of being a vulnerable group that are at risk of exploitation and have limited rights.
Here’s two that I quickly found with a simple search on a search engine
Oppression is a politically-determined status with implications for policy, practice, and education. Oppressed groups are broadly considered
Working on a KomaHina fanfiction as a disguise of a self-indulgent self-insert…! Yes, I get delusions of being Nagito Komaeda so I get happy about KomaHina fanart of my dash since he’s literally me!!!
I’ll post a snippet here!
“I get you are concerned, but my matters are not yours to bear, Hinata. I know you are busy outside of your weekly visits with me. I’ve been giving Naegi updates myself, so your obligations are lifted.” Komaeda breathes heavy, his voice quiet but audible enough for Hinata’s face to darken.
“I- Komaeda… it’s not like that. I visit because I’m your friend and I’m worried about you,” Hinata uses his teeth to get the dead skin off his bottom lip, bleeding a little, “and again Naegi didn’t put me up to this. At least for not the past few times.”
“Past few times?”
“No, that’s not what I meant. Sorry, shit!” Hinata shakes his head, his fingers grabbing at the ends of his hair. His words were fumbling out of his mouth yet he was meeting Komaeda for the first time: clumsy and adolescent. He didn’t need to keep his guard or composure around his colleagues anymore, but that doesn’t make his mistakes any less humiliating. Much less to the ever esoteric Komaeda, and his careful words had more thought and caution than Hinata could know.
“And what would you have meant? An apology or another pitiful look? I don’t need charity.” Hinata could feel Komaeda’s resentment building, but whether it was to him or the person standing on the same side of the door wasn’t so clear. A rush of energy passes between his nerves, as if his body wanted to close the distance between them desperately. This conversation has happened but with different words and different memories. The breeze wasn’t always there, and the quiet wasn’t always comforting. An unbearable tension fills his head with failure and social constraint, but to bear is the solace Komaeda needs to persist.
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I WOULDN'T EXPECT YOU CHANGING YOUR BLOG THEME TO THISTLE AND LIKE BEING INTO DUNMESHI- /lh i just got jumpscared (silly) by the combination of a familiar name and Thistle pfp in my reblogs
haha! I haven’t been posting that much on this blog for a while and forgot I mainly interacted with yours on my main!
I’ve been into dunmeshi for a while, around two years~?
I’ve always saw myself as Thistle since I have the same hermit tendencies has him + unable to read social situations!! ^_^ I’m glad more people appreciate him!! He’s super underrated
Now that I have a partner that’s supportive of the fact I’m a selfshipper/yumeshipper, it feels both relieving and awkward. Yes, I love them very much and also I still gravitate towards Izuru whenever I feel close to a narc crash/antisocial flare. I don’t want to rely on my support network all the time, because I don’t want to hurt them.
I’m only friends with special people and Izuru helps me reinforce it.
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As I want to keep as little information about myself on this account, I will not name what personality disorder I have besides the cluster. Even so, I want to talk about how yumeshipping has been helping me cope as someone with a cluster b personality disorder.
🥀 — I pursue most relationships as a way to covet what the other person has, whether it’s “networking”, success, power, or happiness. I recognize that this is shallow, however I have little to no alternative. So, Izuru is the embodiment of what I envy and also adore. Since he’s fictional, my possessiveness due to my ego is controlled in a way. I fully believe that I’ll become someone perfect like him someday.
🥀 — My boredom is limitless. Having someone who shares the same struggle helps, as well as carrying the weight of responsibility nonetheless. Obligations feel incessant— but the acknowledgement of them by someone who is like me helps ease it.
🥀 — Izuru’s existence is validating. His (past) need for admiration and newfound dismissal of other’s opinions is something I struggle with. Compliments create doubt and insults reinforce self hatred.
🥀 — My possessiveness of close confidants breaks me down mentally and physically. I end up becoming avoidant of possible emotional connection due to how much it hurts me to see how I’m not considered. I was able to confidently call Izuru my partner without that insecurity, then try to apply that logic to my other relationships.
🥀 — The lack of expectations Izuru provides assistance to self discovery while in a relationship, and prevents me from mirroring personality traits. Izuru decides to care for me because it’s a deliberate choice, and not because I present particular traits that make me “lovable”.
🥀 — I combat loneliness from my disorders everyday. I encourage anyone struggling to cope with unconventional methods no matter how “cringy” it is. As long as it helps you stay alive.
i need to remind people that non sharers are not inherently harassers. when a non sharer harasses someone it's not because they're a non sharer, it's because they're an asshole
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someone harassed me to tell them personal details about me. unfortunately, i am taken by what is between here and the unreal. izuru kamukura comforts me.
