Hatchet

hello are you a girl now

avpd culture is me wanting to tell my friends I love them, but when I try, it makes me have a panic attack because I fear they'll make fun of me or leave me for feeling so deeply

AVPD culture is feeling sick every time you so much as breathe after a disagreement with your safe person/people

AvPD culture is the only way you feel safe enough to leave the house and "be seen" is to convince yourself you're a literal ghost, no one remembers you and they never will and should

avpd culture is wishing your partner would vent to you more because the only time you feel like you can express your emotions is when agreeing with/adding on to someone else

AvPD culture is thinking you look okay for half a second in the mirror and then remembering how every interaction you ever had just confirmed how misshapen and staggeringly ugly your face is