YANTTO

I know you do~ 💕

I'm a clown 🤡 not a laughingstock, thank you 💕

I’ll never render smoke in After Effects again... 0/10 for user experience ajjsjdjs four hours for a 20 second video is way too much xD

I love you too Mr. Spamton G Spamton, don’t be so moody~💕

I wish I could turn back time and go back to what we were.... I still think about you from time to time...

I forgot I have a tumblr.. I'm going to start posting here as well nvn hi~

Lately smoking has become a common topic for me... although when I was young I never smoked. I know it's harmful, my body screams it.. but it helps me with my anxiety I guess.. and my current situation doesn't help much. Besides, I'm going to die at some point anyway...I just speed up the process...

And here I am, once again... These months have been torture without you, I feel like I can't go on and I take refuge in drugs to ease the pain that the psychologist and the medications haven't been able to appease. .. it hurts so badly and I miss you so much... everyfucking day since you left...