Words unspoken

Should I assume or think it’s actually for others

You know the feeling of, every person that comes into your life and made an impact on you, but end up on separate ways, takes a piece of you? Like the feeling’s gone and all and you’re already okay. But those people will always have special place in your heart like you can’t really be mad at them eventually. And you’re just thankful you met them and made you realize things with yourself that made you a better person and in a better state of mind. But here’s the thing, even though they took a piece of you, you are still whole in the end. For me, God is always the one who fill the hole again and I believe He use these people to make you a better person and to get closer to Him. Like duuuude that’s security in the Lord right there. And so I can always love over and over again.

I want to go out and be reckless and carefree and experience everything so I can learn everything so I don’t end up sabotaging myself which sounds like I’ll more likely to sabotage myself if I do that. HAHAHAHAHA no it’s not freaking funny why you laughing

procrastination makes me lose my sanity for real

It's probably an internal issue from my past that I didn't get to heal

Gone to bed early just to end up crying and sleeping late