♤ why cant you notice me? ♡

so sorry ive been gone for a long time! the one i thought was my true love had declined my confession and ended up bullying me for it. so the only logical response was to kill myself once i went home! uhh it clearly didnt work so i was in a mental hospital for a while. we moved away to a whole different state and i got transfered into a whole different school. i hope some boy in this new school will be the subject of my next obsession lol. looking back at the photos of him gives me bittersweet memories. i will always have his name etched into my ankle.

i cannot stop thinking about you, i cannot stop dreaming about you, i cannot stop looking at you. i will not stop thinking about you, i will not stop dreaming about you, i will not stop looking at you. all because you're so perfect! why would i stop??

for valentines day i'm going to carve a big heart into your pretty skin <3

i desperately want to stab you until your guts are everywhere. i want to carve my name into your skin. i want to make you forget who you once were. i want to make you to cry i want you to love me ♡

lets run away together, you and me! lets leave everything and everyone behind and we'll have nothing but each other. i want you all to myself, nobody else can have you. you're mine, all mine, only mine until the end of time. whether you like it or not ♡

i truly, truly love you. i adore you and every second we're together makes my heart melt. nothing else matters in this putrid world but you. you are the only thing that truly matters. when you look over at me, when you talk to me, everything you do makes me flustered. i love you so much. ♡

you make blush so much, i wrote dozens of love letters for you, i wanna carve your name into my skin, i wanna hold your hand, the very sight of you makes me blush. i wanna be with you. i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you