yanatili

Is it weird that i cry everyday without knowing what the hell is wrong with me... Especially before sleeping. I don't have energy to do anything. I'm tired of everything. I mean what is wrong with me

Hmmm.. this is why they said too much expectation ruin everything... Don't expect people too much ..

I wish I had someone that I can talk to.. it's hard when u have to keep it by urself. And pretend everything is fine. When I say no.. it sounds rude to them but it is for the sake of my mental.

It's hard to do things when u r not in the right state of mind..

Are you okay?

It's scared to be lonely... Yeah.. I know that.. No matter how much time u spend being alone, sometimes u just need someone that is closed to you.. Someone that u can tell anything without worrying.. Someone that Listen to you no matter how much busy they are.. But.. There's no one like that beside me..

Is it weird when there is a lot of people in this world.. But none of them understand you or even know the real you... Am i the only person who think that it is weird? Or am I the weird one here?

I think i should be an actress because no one knows when i'm sad.. I always put a happy face and they believed it... EVERYBODY....

People don't know who you are.. They keep judging u from the outside and suddenly talk that they know u since u were born.. Like wtf. If u don't kbow about me stop shitting on me. U know nothing about me

Is it weird that I hate my high school memory? I hate all of it

My lil sis is so lucky.. She can ask anything to me and i'll answer it. When it was my time, i can't ask anyone... Everything depend on me... Nobody to talk to and no guidance...

At this momment, all I want to do is to become selfish. Fuck everyone.

Do what you want to do... I don't give af... It's up to you

I stay away from people cause i'm afraid they'll be dissapointed by me... And also i'm afraid of getting hurt.. Is it okay?